I Have No Idea ( Rebecca )

[shawn lee adams]

Shawn got in his car he was so excited about where he was headed. Shawn had just got out of Guitar lessons, and was headed over to his new friend Rebecca's house. That was the best thing he could call her Shawn didn't know what to call Rebecca so friend worked the best. Shawn put his guitar in the seat beside him, and backed out of the parking spot. He didn't know why he was still coming to guitar lessons, but his dad thought he needed them so every other day at eleven a.m he would be at practice until one. Shawn started down the road headed to Rebecca's he had only been there twice before once to bring her food late at night, and then the second just to hangout with her and her dad he had ended up stay there until one in the morning just talking, and playing the guitar for Rebecca.

Shawn couldn't stop thinking about her for the past day, they had talked last night and he had found out that Rebecca really liked him, and he really really liked Rebecca. Shawn turned up the radio and turned down the road head to Rebecca's house Shawn didn't know how it was going to go, but he was very excited, about seeing Rebecca. Shawn knew her dad liked him so he didn't have to worry about her father. Shawn pulled into her drive way and turned his car off he could barley pull his keys out he was shaking so bad. Shawn got out of the car and started to walk to the door. He could get back in his car and leave, but how would Rebecca feel before Shawn knew it we was knocking on the door waiting for someone to answer.

[rebecca elizabeth frey]

Rebecca spent all day cleaning, both her room and the living room as her dad watched her shaking his head. Her father and her had a love-hate relationship much of the time due to when her parents divorced and sometimes she really did blame her dad for everything that happened and she really wished that things could be different. She knew there was no changing the past though, and sweeping the rug in her room she nodded her head. She had a pretty neat room, covered in posters from her favorite bands, her stereo with her many cd’s, her guitar she only really started to play again, and her many other things. She wanted to have everything perfect for when Shawn got there since she really liked him and she also knew that he really like her and the very thought of that made her smile. She really enjoyed talking to him and actually seeing him was even better.

She told him the day before that if he just didn’t show up she would cry, and she did mean what she said and she also wouldn’t be able to see it in herself to forgive him for it. She had her hopes up very high and for them to be broken down would really upset her, looking quickly at the clock she nodded checking her clothes in the mirror in her room. Today she decided to wear a pair of ripped jeans, and a purple tee shirt since she wasn’t really planning on going outside today. If she could she could easily change her clothes though, and hearing the knock on the door she ran to get it before her dad could. When she opened it she smiled, “hi Shawn” she said before she literally hugged him.

[shawn lee adams]

Shawn wasn't ready for Rebecca's hug as she opened the door and said hi. He stepped back, and dropped his guitar case to trying to catch his self so him, and Rebecca wouldn't fall down the steps. Shawn wrapped his arms around Rebecca and squeezed her tight. Shawn had seen her the night before last but it seemed like forever ago. Shawn let Rebecca go and said " Hey Rebecca did you miss me?'' Shawn knew the answer to his question but he just wanted to hear Rebecca say yes. Shawn looked down at Rebecca she looked great just like she did in every thing else. Shawn felt so under dressed for this. He looked Rebecca up and down the into the house making sure her dad wasn't watching or listening, Shawn couldn't see him so it was safe so he said " You look really great Rebecca.''

Shawn picked up his guitar case, and walked into Rebeccas house he had only been here twice, and one time he had only stayed for a couple minutes to drop something off then he left. Shawn really didn't want to make Rebecca's dad mad so he walked into the living room and sat down on the couch waiting for Rebecca to tell him what to do. Shawn sat his guitar down on the floor in front of him he didn't know why he had brought it in, but he figured that Rebecca or her dad would end up asking him to play like the did the last time he was here so he was ready if they did. Shawn watched Rebecca walk into the living room and he asked" So what are we going to do?'' Shawn didn't care as long as he was spending time with her.

[rebecca elizabeth frey]

Rebecca couldn’t help but hug Shawn when she saw him, it was just instinct when she saw her friends or even a boy she really liked and Shawn was just both of those things. When he hugged back she smiled, “sorry for hugging you Shawn I’m just very happy to see you” she looked down biting her lip a little bit before nodding in response to his question. “Oh yes a lot actually, I was really looking forward to seeing you today that I even cleaned hours before you got here as you can see and thanks. It’s actually my favorite outfit that I own so I’m very glad that I look nice in it” she closed her front door and stepped into the living room looking at him.

“We can do anything actually, I’m never good at planning these sort of things as you know from the last time you were here since you played guitar most of the time and we talked. We really can do anything you want though” she sat right beside him, “you just need to say what you would want to do is all” she added running her fingers through her hair before pulling it up in a pony tail to keep it all out of the way. Her hair was sorta long and really annoying sometimes so that was just what she did so it didn’t bug her as much.

[shawn lee adams]

Shawn didnt care what they did he would be happy just sitting there with Rebecca, And her dad playing guitar all day. Shawn started to blush as she sat beside him. " Its okay Rebecca i like your hugs.'' It was true Shawn got a really warm feeling every time she hugged him or even everytime she smiled at him. He looked around the house it was really clean, but it wasnt dirty in the first place. Shawn looked back to Rebecca and said'' I dont care what we do im happy just sitting here with you, and talking like last time i came over.'' Last time he was over was the first time he had played his guitar for Rebecca and really the first time he had played for a new person. Shawn really only played for Matt's family and his own family.

Shawn leaned back into the couch relaxing a little he felt so comfortable at Rebecca's house he liked being around her and her dad. Shawn turned his head to look over at the TV then back to rebecca and said" I was hopeing to talk to you about something today.'' Shawn gave her a really big smile he planned on asking Rebecca to be his girlfriend if he could gather up the nervs to do it.

[rebecca elizabeth frey]

Rebecca was the same way, she didn’t care what they did as long as she and Shawn were together doing said thing even if it was just sitting close together. She really did like Shawn, “okay good I’m really glad you like my hugs because I’m pretty sure you’re going to be getting my hugs a lot if we see each other a lot and stuff. I really hope you don’t mind if I do hug you a lot to since I really like hugging you, and it’s just nice hugging you” she smiled at him. Her house wasn’t dirty to begin with but she still felt the need to clean it, “that sounds perfect Shawn. Just talking to you is totally perfect” she nodded her head.

Rebecca had a very homey feeling to her house, with the couch and love seat, the TV which normally showed the news or anything show, right now what was playing was some show she was watching earlier. Looking at Shawn a little confused she nodded her head, “okay what do you wish to talk to me about Shawn?” she asked with her always beautiful smile on her face. Everyone actually seemed to think she had a really pretty smile, but she wasn’t quite sure if she really even believed that.

[shawn lee adams]

Shawn laughed a little then looked over at Rebecca and said'' I don't mind if you give me hugs. I like them so why would i mind?'' Shawn didn't know how to ask Rebecca the question he planned on asking her, but he really wanted to ask her. Shawn looked away from her, and back to the TV he felt good sitting with Rebecca. Shawn let out a sigh then looked back at Rebecca, and said'' Well I really like you Rebecca, and I just wanted tell you that.'' Shawn didn't know how to ask Rebecca to be his girl friend he knew that Rebecca liked him as much as he like her but it still made him nervous. Shawn looked away from Rebecca he was blushing a lot, and he didnt want Rebecca seeing him blush.

Shawn looked back to Rebecca to see her smiling she had a really pretty smile, and very pretty long hair every thing about Rebecca was beautiful, and Shawn had told her that he thought that. Shawn smiled back at Rebecca then said'' If you cant tell im really nervous, But i just wanted to ask if you would be my umm my girl friend?''

[rebecca elizabeth frey]

“Sorry I’m talking too much” Rebecca looked down playing with her fingers a little nervously, she talked a lot when she was a little nervous which she was right now and it was almost a problem sometimes. “I’m glad that you don’t mind my hugs to and also that you like them” she looked back up at him when he began speaking nodding her head a little bit. “I know you do Shawn, you’ve told me you really liked me a few times before” she nodded a little bit fixing her pony tail and tightening it to.

The entire time Shawn spoke she listened to him speak, when he said those final words her heart almost stopped. Those were the words she was waiting for, “yes of course I will Shawn. I was waiting for you to ask me that” she smiled before hugging him again, “so yes my answer is yes”. In her head she was jumping up and down in happiness, but she knew if she really did that it would just be totally weird.

[shawn lee adams]

Shawn let out a big sign of relief when Rebecca said yes he had been worrying about what she would say to him asking. He put his hand in Rebecca's and looked up at her smiling from ear to ear. Shawn laughed a little then said'' I was really nervous about asking you, and i wanted to ask sooner but i really wanted to do it in person.'' Shawn looked at Rebecca as she smiled at him. Shawn thought she had the prettiest smile, and every thing about her was beautiful. He pulled Rebecca close to him to give her a hug then let her go so he could look at her again.'' Now when your dad ask you can tell him we are if you want him to know.''

Shawn went back to holding Rebecca's hand he looked back at the TV waiting to here what she was going to say. Shawn knew Rebecca's dad liked him, but things change when you started to date there daughter. Shawn laughed, and said'' I bet your dad will be happy for you.'' Now Shawn was rambling like Rebecca when she got nervous, and at the point in time Shawn was very very nervous.

[rebecca elizabeth frey]

“You had no reason to be nervous you know because I wouldn’t say no, why would I when I have no reason too? You are such a nice guy, very cute to and I for one feel very lucky to be with you” he smiled looking down at their hands. She had a feeling she would get very use to this, and she also noted his hands were warm. “I also understand why you would want to say it in person, not as many people to listen in and it’s always better off that way in my opinion” she shrugged a little bit just running her fingers through her hair slowly trying to get rid of the blush in her cheeks. “Hmm yeah that I can” she smiled again, this time even more happily.

“I’m actually sure he will, he always said I needed to be happier and I am very happy now” she laughed. Sure her dad would still a little iffy about the whole thing but she liked him and he liked her, so her dad would be sure to just get over it or at least she sure hoped so. She didn’t want her not to not approve and she had a feeling he would, he did really like Shawn. “My dad likes you so I’m sure he won’t be mad at all”.

[shawn lee adams]

Shawn smiled he felt so good holding Becca's hand he never wanted to let it go. Shawn he sat there looking at her Shawn didn't know what to say, but he was really happy that Becca liked him, and he was really that her dad liked him too. Shawn looked down at there hands then back to rebecca and smiled at her. '' I am really glad we are a couple now. And I have the most beautiful girlfriend ever.'' Shawn started to blush a lot but he didn't care anymore he wanted Rebecca to see him blush. Shawn laughed a little then hugged Rebecca.

Shawn kissed Rebecca on her cheek he didn't want to seem weird kissing her on the lips, So he figured the cheek would be ok. Shawn smiled at her then looked down at his lap he didn't know what Rebecca would do now but he was hoping she wouldn't be mad he kissed her on the cheek. Shawn started to worry then said" I'm sorry i didn't think before i kissed you on the cheek don't be mad.'' Shawn didn't know what else to do or to say to her so he just sat there waiting on what Becca was going to say. Shawn stuck his tongue out and made a funny face to lighten the mood a little.

[rebecca elizabeth frey]

Becca felt the same way as she scooted a little closer to Shawn, feeling that they were both very far away and the feel of his hand in hers made her smile. She was so happy right now words couldn’t explain how happy she was right now, and her cheeks were red from her blushing. “I’m really glad myself” she smiled even more when he called her beautiful, “you know you calling me beautiful makes me feel so special” she said quietly. She always felt special talking to him because he made her feel like that and he would always make her feel like that, he never ceased to make her smile.

When he kissed her cheek her blush only deepened, kissed on her cheek would be something she would be very sure to get use to on top of many other things. Nothing he did could easily upset her, and him kissing her cheek was very nice. “That was nice” she smile putting her free hand to her cheek, “it’s fine really Shawn. It don’t mind it at all” she squeezed his hand a little bit, “so no worried” she added with a small nod. She also laughed a little at the face he made, it was reall pretty funny.

[shawn lee adams]

When Rebecca told him that she was ok with him kissing her on the cheek he let out a big sigh of relief he didn't want his girlfriend mad at him. Shawn put his head on Rebecca's shoulder and laughed a little as she laughed at his face he really just wanted to be next to her and he would never do anything to hurt his becca. Shawn squeezed Rebecca's hand then pulled his head of her shoulder and said'' Now you will have to meet my mom she will love you Rebecca, and she will be so happy that she will have a girl to talk to.'' Shawn couldn't think of anything else to say so he layed his head back on her shoulder until he thought of anything else.

Shawn put his free arm around Becca pulling her closer to him. Shawn looked at Rebecca again and asked'' Am i to close?'' Shawn decided for him self that he was, and back off a little deciding that if Rebecca wanted to be that close she would ether tell him or do it her self. Shawn was so nervous he could barley think he brushed Rebecca's hair out of her face and kissed her on the head.

[rebecca elizabeth frey]

Rebecca couldn't help but smile at Shawn's total nervousness, she seemed to think it was just to cute and that he was just cute in general. She he laid his head on her shoulder he blush deepened to as red as she could be and she nodded slightly. "I sure hope she liked me, I'm a likable person I think and she'd have no reason not to dislike me right" she added almost scared about meeting her. She wasn't good at meeting older people for the very first time, her shyness came into play.

When he pulled her close she didn't mind it at all, because he was warn and he also smelled good. In fact he smelt really good but when he moved away she frowned, "you didn't need to move away you know. I didn't mind being close to you" she said quietly smiling when he kissed her head, he liked sweet guys so she was very glad to have met Shawn.

[shawn lee adams]

'' She wouldn't have no reason not to like you, and don't get shy around her she isn't scary at all. I mean she will talk more then me though, and she might ask a lot of questions but nothing bad.'' Shawn smiled and pulled Becca close again kissing her shoulder. Mat always told Shawn he would find the right girl if he waited, and he never be leaved him at this point and time Shawn was really glad he listened to Matt and waited to find the right girl for him. He looked up into Becca's eyes and said '' I umm I really want to kiss you right now but I'm to nervous.'' Shawn looked away he was hoping that Rebecca knew he didn't just want to kiss her on the cheek.

Shawn didn't look at Rebecca he sat there looking at his hand in hers blushing until his face started to get warm. Shawn looked back at Rebecca to see if she looked mad or if she even knew what he mint by kiss. He looked at Becca then layed his head back on her shoulder waiting for her to say something to him. '' Please don't feel weird i said that.'' Shawn kept his head on her shoulder as he said that. then let out a nervous sigh.