I Have No Idea ( Rebecca )

[rebecca elizabeth frey]

“I get shy around a lot of people Shawn, I’ve told you that remember. I’m just a naturally shy person and I always have been, it may take a bit to get use to talking to her but I’m sure I will after some time though” She smiled a little bit. “Oh questions like what?” she added a little curious on what kind of questions his mother would ask her. He really did hope that they weren’t going to be any weird questions but if they were that would be alright to. She had a feeling they would just be questions about herself and her family though, she could handle questions like those.

When he wanted to kiss her she was a little surprised, she knew just what he meant and he wouldn’t mind it at all if he did either. “I wouldn’t mind it if you did you know” she said looking at him, she wouldn’t mind it at all in fact. Why would she have a reason to, he did say that he was nervous to and he didn’t just do it either. "I also really don't find it weird either" she added smiling a little bit at him.

[shawn lee adams]

'' I know you are a shy person and I think its really sweet.'' Shawn smiled at Rebecca and squeezed her hand then said '' She wont ask you anything really weird she will just ask you about what you want to do after school, and stuff like that.'' Shawn thought his mom and dad where very embarrassing when he was with his friends, But this was the first time he would be bringing a girl home to meet his parents he had brought friends that where girls home, and girls that he liked but never a girlfriend. Shawn was making his nervous thinking about what his parents would do.

Shawn was surprised when Rebecca said she wouldn't mind if he kissed her, but still he was way to nervous to go in for the kiss. Shawn closed his eyes trying to calm down he couldn't always be nervous around Becca. Shawn looked up at her and leaned in and kissed her on the lips. Shawn pulled away and smiled at Rebecca waiting to see what she said.

[rebecca elizabeth frey]

"You think it's sweet that I'm a shy person, well this is a little new to me to be honest since this is the first time that I hear that is is good to be shy. I mean it makes me human that I am shy, and it makes it so people almost think it's adorable when I was younger I would always hide when forced to meet people. That was just how shy I was when I was little and people always seemed to find it adorable and I really didn't find it bad. I was just being myself, and around people I know I'm my out going self" she nodded her head.

"Hmm okay those questions are easy to answer" she took a deep breath still a little nervous about meeting anyone really. She also had no idea if Shawn's parents would even approve of her, she was a very nice giel but maybe that wasn't enough. She sighed before looking at him. That's when he kissed her, and she was so glad that he did. When he pulled away she smiled, "you do know you can't always be so nervous around me right".

[shawn lee adams]

Shawn loved how Rebecca was shy it was sweet in his eyes. He looked up and Rebecca and kissed her on the lips again then said '' My mom is going to love you she has never had a teenage girl around to spend time with, I mean you don't have to spend time with her if you don't want to though.'' It felt so great to kiss her, and even better to just sit next to her. Shawn looked at the TV to see what was on he didn't know what was on, but he sat there watching it so he could think of something else to say or waiting for Rebecca to say something.

Shawn looke to Rebecca and asked'' What do you like about me i know that this is random, but i just want to know.'' Shawn smiled at her then looked back at the tv waiting for her to give him the answer.

[rebecca elizabeth frey]

Rebecca smiled, since her parents got a divorce it was very rare that she really got to talk to her mom about stuff so it might be nice to have someone to talk to. “It would be really nice to have someone to talk to, since I don’t really talk to her much anymore” she said shortly after he kissed her lips again and began talking. “I would also love to get to know your mother as well, seeing as we are dating and you of course met my dad” Rebecca laughed. Of course Shawn now knew her dad, it was hard not to when he was here all the time. She was surprised he didn’t walk in to bother them yet, he was actually very known to do that and it was sometimes really embarrassing. It all depended on if he had any photos of her or not.

“That is quite a random question, I guess it’s the fact that you’re really sweet. I mean you have to be to come bring me food at two in the morning, I also like the sound of your voice, mostly when you say my name. You hugs, that are all warm and gentle, there’s a lot of things I guess. The biggest reason is that you would pick me, out of others out there even though I don’t think I’m all that special” she said truthfully. “Hm now I’m asking you the same question, what do you like about me Shawn?” she asked looking at him.

[shawn lee adams]

Shawn smiled he loved that Rebecca wanted to spend time with his mom his mom asked about her a lot, and he had to keep telling her they weren't dating but now that they where his mom was going to be so happy. Shawn looked over at Rebecca and said " I'm sorry your mom doesn't call that much sweetie. If you need to talk to a mom about anything and you cant get ah old of yours you can always call mine.'' Shawn felt really bad that Rebecca's mom didn't call her anymore, but if Shawn could do anything to help Becca out he would. Shawn moved his guitar over so he could stretch out his legs. He looked back to rebecca and smiled at her.

" The reason i like you is because your sweet, you are very beautiful. You have a great personality. your really nice, and the most of all you are special to me." Shawn really couldn't explain all the reason's he liked her because it was just a feeling he couldn't explain as much as he tried he just couldn't. Shawn loved her smile her eyes the way she like him for him, Shawn was just happy he could say that Rebecca was his girlfriend.

[rebecca elizabeth frey]

Rebecca didn’t seem to have a close relationship with her mother, growing up she did though and the day her parents told her they were getting a divorce she was shocked. She was only ten at that time, and didn’t quite fully understand but hearing the word her mother was moving away she was torn. Of course she stayed living with her dad, she was the one living in Lipton and she didn’t want to go and leave her home that she knew for the first ten years of her life. She didn’t quite understand why her parents didn’t love each other anymore and why her mother had a new boyfriend, and later on a new husband. There were also the step siblings and the fact that she never saw her mom anymore, only a few times a year if she was lucky, most around holidays. Maybe a week in the summer, it was never enough for the seventeen year old so she held her own opinion. Her mother forgot all about her own daughter, and the very thought of that really hurt.

“It’s okay, it has been going on for about seven years now, my parents got the divorce when I was ten and to be honest I should have seen it coming. My parents were always fighting when I was young and a part of me thinks, they stayed together for my sake but things just didn’t go right so they ended their relationship. I mean what could I do, I couldn’t cry and bed them to stay together. They weren’t happy together so I had to deal with the fact that I was going to live with just my dad; sure mother’s day in school was always hard. When I was eleven my teacher had us make gifts for them, I had a hard time explaining why I couldn’t. Telling my teacher my parents don’t love each other and my mommy lives far away now, she sent me to the guidance counselor and I stayed there while all the other kids worked on presents for their moms. I remember actually almost feeling envious of them, because I hadn’t seen my mom in four months, hadn’t talked to her in two and they all got to make gifts for theirs.

Now a days I get lucky if I get a call from her every few months, I know she’s busy with her own life but it still hurts a little bit that she doesn’t call me or wish me Happy Birthday, or Merry Christmas. Sure she still tries to send me things when she can, but seeing her would be even better because she’s my mom” she sighed running her fingers through her blond hair looking down. She had to hide the tears in her eyes from him, she hated when people saw her cry, smiling a little bit she nodded. “I’ll keep that in mind” she said but her head remained looking at her lap. He listened to him speak and just continued to smile, even through her few tears that fell down her cheeks. “You really have no idea how sweet you are” she whispered, it was easy to tell she was crying moments before and was still. You could hear it in her voice, but she was still smiling, because Shawn’s words made her smile.”Your words mean a lot to me, and I mean it when I say that. You have no idea how much they really do mean to me, since I haven’t been in a relationship before hearing those words spoken to me. It makes me feel so special” she laughed a little bit before looking back up the last few tears falling.