Reach out and touch faith; [Anna, Leyla, Libby]

[alixandre rowan delacroix]

YOUR OWN PERSONAL JESUS,
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^{this post is 382 words long.
it was written for Leyla, Anna, & Libby!.
Alix thinks he's enjoying some family time.
She is wearing this}

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YOUR OWN PERSONAL JESUS
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Alix had decided it was a nice evening to take a family outing of sorts. Some new kids movie was playing at the theater that Libby was dying to see. And who was Alix to deny his baby girl anything in life if he could give it to her? Hell, he'd give her the moon if she asked for it. He helped her dress in a pretty black tutu, a Misfits shirt, and some little combat boots. She was looking more and more like both he and Leyla as the days went on. Surprisingly enough people had a hard time believing she was adopted.

Speaking of which he wondered where Leyla had dissapeared off to. He knew she hadn't wandered off too, far. She had been working nights trying to help with bills and that put a damper on their normal family outings, but tonight she had the night off. And in celebration of her first night off in a while Alix decided it would be beneficial for the family to go to the movies. It wasn't as though he were just swayed by giving his little girl whatever she wanted, though he was. He felt the need to show off his brood to this forsaken town once more. To grace them with the presence of the Delacroix family.

Alix was dressed in a nice pin stripe suit with a crisp, white collared shirt and a blood-red colored tie. Leyla had laid out his clothes earlier while she went to take care of some stuff over at work, which saved him a lot of time. He laced up his nice dress boots and adjusted the tie. Smiling to himself in the mirror he carefully applied heavy black makeup that made his mis-matched eyes (thanks to his heterochromia) stand out even more. He delicately lined his lips in black eyliner and filled it in with a maroon-pink mixtured lipstick. After spraying on some Armani cologne he dubbed himself ready. He was to meet Anna and Leyla over at the movie theater.

He hunted down Libby, who had apparently been lecturing her dolls about behaving while she was gone, and swooped her into his arms. He held her against his chest and he made his way out to their Jaguar and carefully buckled her in. He put on a little music while he drove, almost obsessively looking in the rearview at his daughter. He loved that child more than anything, well except himself, and would do anything he could to please her. He wouldn't make the same mistakes with her that his parents had made with him growing up, he would let her be her own person. He smiled warmly to himself as he spotted her catching his eyes in the rearview.

After arriving at the movie theater Alix unbuckled his little angel and held her hand as they waited for Leyla and Anna to show up. He wasn't sure who he was more excited to see, but could only hope Anna had worn as little clothing as possible for their outing. He leaned against the car, a firm grip on Libby's hand, as he patiently waited for two of the four other members of the side show attraction called his family. He couldn't be prouder of his ragtag group of misfits and rejects, at least they worshiped him. After all he was their personal jesus.

REACH OUT AND TOUCH FAITH !

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CREDIT TO SUPER ECHO?! OF CAUTION 2.0. SHE ROCKS MY LIFE, SO I WON'T DARE STEAL FROM HER UNLESS I WANNA GET MY SPLEEN PULLED OUT THROUGH MY EAR. LYRICS BELONG TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNER(S).

[anna janice robertson]

anna pulled her straightner through her jet black hair finishing the last few pieces of her hair that needed to be 'decurled'. she placed it down on her little night stand that stood next to her mirror that she always did her make up and hair at. she turned it off, and then unplugged it. grabbing her eyeliner, she started to apply her eyeliner to her top eye lid, and then gently placing a little on the bottom, before working on the other eye. she placed the eyeliner down, and finished her make up with some green eyeshadow to go with her outfit.

she was wearing her tight black lace top, and her black skinny jeans, with the edgy black heals that she knew alix would just adore. she never wore too much clothes around him, that was the whole point of it though. she knew that the relationship she had with him could basically put him away to jail, but he didn't seem to care, so either did she. she grabbed her black little purse, stuffing her lip gloss, and cellphone into it, before walking out of her room. her mother and father were gone, and her brother was at work. it left her home alone most of the days, so anna always found time to sneak out.

she made her way down the stairs, without falling, and out the door, and into her brand new bmw that her daddy had bought her for her birthday. she started it up, and then drove off to meet up with alix. she finally turned into the parking lot of the movie threater, and pulled into the first parking spot she could found. she turned the car off, and took the keys out of the egination, and took a breath. before she got out she checked herself in the mirror, making sure everything was great before going to see alix. she stepped out of the car, and locked the car behind her. anna then continued on to walk to alix, who she already had spotted before hand.

the smile grew on her face as she got closer to him, and the little libby. she loved libby, as well. but, she was very much crazy about alix. she loved her adoptive family that she had. she smiled as she got closer, and said" hey." she looked to libby and said' hey, sweetie."

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[leyla violet alastir]

Tonight was a family date night for Leyla’s small but oddity of a family. She was twenty three years old and had been in a strange relationship with her boyfriend of a few years Alix and he had the most adorable daughter Libby that had stolen Leyla’s heart from the very first day, she loved Libby like her very own and doted on her like so, Many people that it was because She lost two babies of her own and one of them happened to Alix’s but she was too heartbroken to ever tell him about it. The young woman secretly feared that if she stopped sleeping with her man he wouldn’t love her anymore but that was just the half of it, she was rather jealous of Alix’s younger lady for all of the obvious reasons but it mostly because Anna was managing to gain all of his attention which made Leyla feel like the old towel that needed be rung out and dried.

Leyla had been sitting on a stool in front of the bathroom while she sent a text to Alix before she curled her black hair and placed it in a French braid, not really feeling like going all out with her appearance the way she usually did. To her no one would really notice anyways except possibly for Libby who was the only one that was picking up on her depressing vibes here in the past few weeks, Everyone else were too involved in themselves or Alix the usual.

After everything she finally finished getting dressed and fed her three small dogs before leaving her house to end up drivng towards the local Movie theatre where she was to meet Alix and Libby and sadly Anna but she was to fake her emotions towards the other young female act like everything was okay between them. Leyla did not want to lose her family over it. She arrived and looked into the before she got out to walk to the building.


Leyla smiled as she spotted Alix and Libby but when she saw Anna hugging Libby,that stung the most but there was nothing she could do.She bit her lip and gave Alix a hug and kissed him."Hello my love."she whispered into his ear before walking over to the little girl and picked her up in a bear hug."Hey you."she said to Libby before putting her back on the ground.

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[alixandre rowan delacroix]

YOUR OWN PERSONAL JESUS,
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it was written for Leyla, Anna, & Libby!.
Alix thinks he's enjoying some family time.
She is wearing this}

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When Anna showed up looking as beautiful as always Alix couldn't help but grin. She looked absolutely stunning in her skin-tight ensemble. When she walked up to him he grabbed her around the waist and gently kissed her lips. Smiling into the kiss as he righted himself and gave her that delivilish smirk everyone seemed to love. He felt Libby hiding behind his legs when Anna walked up, apparently she still hadn't gotten used to the new addition yet. Though, it took time for kids to adjust to major changes, or at least that's what all those damn parenting books said.

The last one they were waiting on was Leyla, his beautiful darling. He wasn't sure who he was more excited about seeing, but either way the prospects of 'getting some' were looking brighter. He wrapped a loose hand around Anna's waist in an almost protective manner from the gawks of passerby. He snagged little Libby's hand as she ran circles around him, gently picking her up and balancing her on his hip. He enjoyed his little family, though they were a sight to see whenever they went out together. A smile again graced his features when he saw Leyla's car pulling in the parking lot of the small theater. Finally they were all together again, since he'd given Rita, Aden, and Dia the night off, these were the only ones showing up.

When Leyla stepped out Alix felt his breath catch in his throat, he instantly let go of Anna and gingerly set Libby down. Crossing the distance in a few strides of his long legs, he grabbed Leyla in a tight embrace and kissed her passionately. This woman knew how to drive him wild with the slightest look of her pretty eyes or the curve of that delicate mouth. When Leyla picked up Libby in a hug he actually felt like he had a family, hearing Libby's squeals of 'mommy, mommy'. In a weird sort of way Libby had become their child, something he'd desperately wanted from Leyla but which she hadn't been able to provide thus far.

He looked at his group and smoothed out his suit coat before walking towards the theater, his walking stick making a loud clicking noise on the asphalt. He was going to let Libby go in to see the movie though was pretty sure there was something more interesting to go see. He debated on which of his girls to send in with Libby, finally deciding on Anna since he'd been neglecting Leyla far too much. Some sort of Romantic comedy she'd been harping about was playing, the perfect date night movie, he supposed.

As he entered he looked to his family, standing tall to assert his authority.
"Alright, Libby, Aunt Anna is going to take you to see your movie. Mommy and I need some adult time, but Aunt Anna has my number if you need me. Okay, sweetheart?" He asked as he swooped the tiny girl into a hug and kissed her forehead.

He looked over at Anna, giving her one of those 'you do what I say' kind of looks. Taking Leyla's hand he purchased tickets for the lot of them and made his way back to the end theater room where the movie he and Leyla would be seeing that evening. He knew Anna would probably be pissed, having to babysit instead of spending time with Alix. But as he was the boss, she would listen.

REACH OUT AND TOUCH FAITH !

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CREDIT TO SUPER ECHO?! OF CAUTION 2.0. SHE ROCKS MY LIFE, SO I WON'T DARE STEAL FROM HER UNLESS I WANNA GET MY SPLEEN PULLED OUT THROUGH MY EAR. LYRICS BELONG TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNER(S).

[anna janice robertson]

when she felt alix's hand, her heart seemed to stop yet go crazy all at the same time. she couldn't hide that she was crazy about alix. it all started with just the fact that she knew she got the attention for him that she wanted, but now, it was more. once, she felt the hands slip away, she knew why. leyla was here. she stepped back, looking at the little girl, and then when her eyes spotted, leyla, she smiled slightly. she never would deny how stunning she is, or the fact that she admired her.

she was the lead lady to alix's heart, something anna wanted. she didn't have jealousy, in her heart though, she admired her. she was strong, and strong, and she just seemed so much more than anna was, and she wanted to be like her. it was more like a want to be her, than anything. once they embraced though, she felt her heart tug. she hated it, sometimes. but, she always just dealed with it. this was how alix was, and she was used too it by now.

as they walked into the movie threater, alix said that she would be taking libby. honestly, she was alittle let down by that, but she knew that she did need to get used to being with libby. Libby was apart of alix, and she did love her alix. so it was only natural that she would get along with his daughter, and she knew that libby should too. she nodded, and said" we'll have a great time, libby, don't worry." she did love little girls, as well. she used to always want a little sister, and libby was like her little niece to her in away.

she never bugged her anna that she was there. she was just adorable, the cutest litte girl that she ever met. anna smiled at alix, knowing that she was little upset by this, she took her job with a smile. she looked to libby, and said" are you ready for this? i heard all about the movie, it should be a good one, sweetie." she looked at her, and then headed towards the threater that the movie was in.

[leyla violet alastir]

Leyla squeezed Alix’s hand tightly as she looked up at him because she missed him so much, the man’s touch literally made her melt like butter and god knows when he gives her that look it made her weak in the knees. She truly wanted a baby of her own with Alix but so far her health hasn’t allowed her too and it has made her ill in the heart. The most recent miscarriage was his and she had kept it from for almost three months now so she was falling deeper into depression everyday now which was another reason why she felt inferior to Anna. She looked over at the other female once again and snuck a sly smirk at the girl as she watched her walk away with Libby almost made you think she was about to stick her tongue out at her like a little twelve year old kind.


Tonight was not the best night for her to be around her man or his Anna because little did he know she was still really high from the xanax bars and Lortabs she had taken just abit before her arrival and here lately this is the way she had stayed for the past few months and it seemed only Alix’s henchmen seemed to have noticed but little did they really care. She leaned into Alix as she stared off into the darkness, staying in her own little world.

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[alixandre rowan delacroix]

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Alix thinks he's worried sick about Leyla.
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After the group got into the theater lobby Alix almost beamed at the attention they were getting. He was never one to pass up the opportunity to get to run around and show off his family. One of the many things he was proud of was the fact he had a family that was stable despite their various flaws. Or at least on the outside that was how it seemed. Alix had been noticing varying degrees of change in his group lately and that is why he wanted to get out of the house. At first he thought it would be a bad thing getting Anna and Leyla in the same room together, considering it was like a ticking time bomb.

After he gave his orders he was pleased to see Anna wasn't going to argue. He was tired, more so than he'd been in a long time, and didn't want her shit tonight. She was a lovely girl, beautiful, and great in bed. But sometimes that immaturity level was almost, too, much. And he'd noticed something in Leyla recently that disturbed him. She was more stand-offish, more sadness showed in her face, and he felt like he was missing something entirely. Leyla just hadn't been herself but in order not to upset her, or the family balance for that matter, he'd opted to say nothing until tonight. And that is why he smiled and did the routine when Libby hugged him and walked away with Anna.

After he and Leyla got into a seat in the very back of the theater he smiled and kissed her lips softly. He laid a hand on her thigh and tried to figure out how to ask. He had been hearing rumors from the henchmen. Rita had mentioned that she overheard Leyla saying something about a miscarriage. And since Alix was her only intimate partner it had to have been his. Perhaps..she thought it would dissapoint him? Truth be told there wasn't a single thing in the world he knew of that Leyla could do that would make him love her any less than he already did. He looked into Leyla's eyes and spoke.

"Leyla, I've been noticing some changes in you. You've seemed very sad recently. Please, sweetheart, tell me what's wrong? I'll do my best to fix it for you..."

He rubbed his hand lightly on her leg and thigh, wanting her to just let it all out. He didn't want to see that pain, the distance in her eyes anymore. He couldn't bear the sad tone in her voice as though she'd given up on the world around her. He didn't want to loose her to her own problems. He knew it would kill him to lose her in any means.

REACH OUT AND TOUCH FAITH !

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CREDIT TO SUPER ECHO?! OF CAUTION 2.0. SHE ROCKS MY LIFE, SO I WON'T DARE STEAL FROM HER UNLESS I WANNA GET MY SPLEEN PULLED OUT THROUGH MY EAR. LYRICS BELONG TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNER(S).

[leyla violet alastir]

When Leyla and Alix finally made it to their seats in the way back of the theater she did finally relax a tad bit but it was mostly because she could felt his hand on her thigh right before he kissed her which made a smile form onto her lips for a short moment as returned his kiss. She finally pulled away gently from his embrace and stared into his eyes trying not to allow herself to cry but her eyes were already headed that way but she leaned into his arm for support once more as she started to shake from her nerves getting the better of her.


"Alix my darling, I’m too scared to tell you. I don't want you to be angry with me, I can bare it on top of everything else.”She whispered into his ear trying her damnedest to maintain her emotions but it was getting the better of her too quickly. She took another breath before moving one of her trembling hands through her hair.

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[alixandre rowan delacroix]

Alix almost melted when Leyla began to kiss him back. If one person in the world could have him turn into a babbling idiot it was Leyla. In fact that's exactly how he'd acted when they first met. The strong, haughty Antichrist had trembled and stuttered like a lovesick schoolboy when the two first spoke. And they had been so head over heels in love, their relationship made them an unbeatable force. And Alix had to wonder where that spark had gone. He had neglected Leyla in the worst ways, never slowing down once they began to grow apart. He had simply found new relationships, new fuck buddies to take the place of what he and Leyla had shared.

It was as if they were seperated by a turbulent sea. The dark waters made up of memories of things they'd both experienced. Secret fears kept hidden by sealed lips and awkward conversations. He had been spiraling out of control since Sarafine died and he had to wonder when he was going to hit the bottom. He had been free-falling in an almost hurricane like state with drugs, sex, power, and money being his Gods of choice. Leyla had tried so many times to save him, taken care of him, stayed by his side every time he'd taken a few too much of this or that. But there was something they both knew but wouldn't dare speak it aloud....Alix was beyond saving. And something had happened in the last few months with Leyla that made Alix worry he was losing her to her own issues.

When she broke the kiss and looked at him the pain in her eyes almost stopped his heart. He couldn't bear to see his cherie so sad and broken. It was like trying to piece back together a doll long since broken by overuse. Overuse...a term he'd never applied to Leyla until now. The once vibrantly porcelain skin he'd loved had taken on an aged look. The hazel-green eyes that had once been the spark of life to ignite him seemed tired and listless. In fact it seemed to Alix as though Leyla were withering away infront of his eyes. Dear satan, how did he not see it? How had he managed to miss the signs for this long?

'Alix my darling, I’m too scared to tell you. I don't want you to be angry with me, I can bare it on top of everything else.'

Alix's brow knitted in confusion. He was almost scared to hear what she had to say, but he needed to do whatever was in his power to get the girl he'd fallen for back. He let her lay her head against his shoulder as though any energy to move had been sucked out of her. He gently cupped her chin in one of his hands as she looked him in the face. He saw that she was nearly crying and his heart felt like it was shattering inside his chest.

"Leyla, mon petite cheri, there is nothing you can say that will make me mad. I feel like you are wilting away my little flower and I don't know how to rescue you. Please, my love, tell me what is burdening you so I can help you." Alix's voice cracked, something that had not happened since Sarafine died and never in the presence of his 'family'.

WORDS! 578
STATUS! complete
TAGS! Leyla
NOTES! N/A
INSPIRATION! Diabolikal Rapture by HIM, Running To The Edge Of The World by Marilyn Manson, Taste of Ink by The Used
CREDITS! Template By arro @ Caution!
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LYRICS! "If You Can't Live Without Me,
Why Aren't You Dead Yet?" by Mayday Parade

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[leyla violet alastir]

There truly was not an easy way to tell someone you’ve had a miscarriage but it was even harder when it was your partner you had tell and it was killing Leyla to have to tell Alix but it was the right thing to do no matter how hard it was, it had to be done one way or another. She squeezed her partner's hand as she picked her head off shoulder to look him deeply in the eyes before taking a long deep breath and then sighed softly.

"You know how dearly i love you Alix and i never wanted to hurt you in any shape or form so what I’m about to tell you wasn't to hurt but only kept from you because i feared you'd be hurt and angry with me."”She said to him softly then bit her lip once more almost so hard it made her it bleed. Nothing ever really upset Leyla or made her nervous like this but because it was Alix that was the biggest reason why it made her so sad and when she spoke this confession to him finally it would me it was real and it happened but not a dark nightmare from inside her dreams.


Leyla took her hand out of her lover's hand to only place it on his pale cheek to turn him to face her more and ran her fingers over his lips and face affectionately."This is the only way i know how to tell you my strong lover."she whispered into his ear as she moved her lips over his ear kissing all the down his jawline before kissing him so softly and tenderly on the lips before finally breaking the kiss but kept her head near his.

"Alix i had a miscarriage three months ago with our baby. The doctors said it was because my body was under stress of some kind.”she spoke as the words came out of her mouth so softly before Leyla finally lost it and began to cry tears pouring down on her own pale cheeks and she didn’t care to wipe them away right now.

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[alixandre rowan delacroix]

When Leyla squeezed his hand and moved her head to look into his eyes he was shocked to see the pain there. He rubbed his thumb over the top of her delicate hand as he sat there. Alix leaned forward and kissed Leyla's forehead before she started speaking. As he listened to her his face creased in confusion and worry. He looked down at his lap as she spoke, unable to continue seeing that pain in her eyes. Alix loved Leyla with all he could love someone but he wasn't about to tell her how much he loved her. Though there was...well, maybe tonight wasn't the best night for it.

"Leyla, my love, I am not worried about my anger. I worry about you, ma petite cherie." Alix said softly as he continued to look down.

When Leyla took her hand out of his and kissed down his jawline and kissed his lips he gently kissed her back, taking her hand in his own again and feeling his chest tighten in worry. As Leyla broke the kiss he still felt her on his lips and he smiled in hopes she wouldn't catch how anxious he was. He had always been the strong anchor for everyone, the one who could save souls and fix the broken. But he hadn't seen Leyla this upset since they'd first met and he'd rescued her from the bad situation she was in. As he looked up at her she looked like an unearthly fallen angel. He didn't like the tone to her voice as thought the world was about to crumble around them. But he would always be by her side.

When she said that she had had a miscarriage three months ago and that it had been Alix's child he felt his heart break in his chest. Of course he had Libby but she wasn't his child. She was his protege, the one to take over should he die childless. He felt Leyla move and heard her crying but he continued to stare into nothingness, his face a mask of pain as his mouth hung open slightly. Suddenly he snapped out of it and felt a strange tugging sensation in his chest. He tried desperately to think of what to say, to try to reel in his thoughts. But he did something he hadn't done in nearly nine years, he began to cry.

He grabbed Leyla in an embrace, placing her head against his chest and stroking her head. He felt the tears rolling down his face, smearing his makeup. Alix kissed the top of Leyla's head and tried not to have a total breakdown. He pulled back, shifting so he could look in Leyla's eyes. The tears flowed freely now and he didn't bother trying to be strong. His shoulders slumped as though he carried the weight of the world on them, and his hands shook like leaves in a storm.

"Leyla, my darling. Oh, I am so sorry, my love. We will get through this, I promise. I--I know I tell you how much I love you but I don't think you entirely understand. Leyla, what I feel for you is something I haven't felt since before Sarafine died and I--Leyla I don't ever want us to be apart. I cannot love you less, nothing can change my mind. I promise everything will be alright. Oh mon cheri..." Alix said as he kissed Leyla's forehead, everyone in his group knew the story of Sarafine.

Sarafine had been Alix's only true love whom he met at fourteen, until he met Leyla. The two had been dating for two years when she came to him and said she had cancer. Being in love, having plans to get married, and being like kindred souls, it took it's toll on Alix. He had sworn to Sarafine he would save her, promised he would be her savior somehow. But six months later she died and Alix had never been the same. The schizophrenia he'd been showing signs of all but exploded when Sarafine died. And he had vowed to never love again. Then he met Leyla and was smitten from day one, though his love had continued to grow. And now he knew he could love again and that he would never stop loving Leyla.

WORDS! 727
STATUS! complete
TAGS! Leyla
NOTES! N/A
INSPIRATION! Poison Girl by HIM, Misery by Good Charlotte, Cemetary Drive bt My Chemical Romance
CREDITS! Template By arro @ Caution!
Pic By Google
LYRICS! "If You Can't Live Without Me,
Why Aren't You Dead Yet?" by Mayday Parade

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