don't you wanna stay? ally/smashley

[mario nathan kingston]

mario had been pretty much a sloth ever since that day that he told ally it was over. truly, he didn't want it to be over. but, in his mind, he thought it was the best for ally. but, in his heart, he knew it hurt himself, and ally in the end. he never wanted to hurt her, but he knew that he did. he just didn't know how to handle this. he was in love with ally, and basically, it scared his shitless. he didn't know how to control it anymore. he managed to text her this morning and ask her to meet him at the cafe for some lunch and to chat. he needed to stop being an ass and a coward and just get to the effing point.

ally was mario's dream girl...and really he hoped to god he didn't already screw things up. he had been in his room, laying on his bed for a week, having the music up to the loudest he could, and his computer set to the chat just waiting for her... her to be on. but sometimes, it felt like he was waiting forever. he shoved his hands into his pocket, regretting the decision of walking her instead of asking for a ride from someone in his household. he didn't live far from the cafe, but it wasn't too close actually. it was a pretty good walk.

he moved closer away from the road on the sidewalk, trying not to get killed would be cool. but, sometimes, mario wanted to die. he had been a real jerk to ally.. and then texting her to see her? what was he thinking? the girl was in love with mario and he had been a straight up ass to her the past few weeks. he knew this, and he wished he knew how to make it all up, or turn back the time and change that. he looked up, and then seeing the cafe in his view made a slight smile appear on his face. he hated walking everywhere. it was about time for mario to get a car. he had his licenses, but no one would let them drive thier car ever. mario was always stuck with walking places. he had twenty bucks shoved in his pocket. knowing that he had a enough to buy a meal for himself. but, not ally.

he sighed as he walked up to the door. he opened the door, and held it there for a minute letting a few people in. after they had moved, he stepped in side of the place. he searched the area, no signs of ally yet. he walked to the left, going to the back, the third booth to the last one. he slid into the booth, and then slid his phone out and texted ally.

" i'm here. third booth to the last one on the left side."

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[alezandra lya teron]

Poor Ally had been a total wreck ever since Mario told her it was over which broke her little heart and had manged to keep to herself for the past few weeks inside her room or going down to the lake late night.She still did not completely understand why he had done this but his reason behind it was not something she wholeheartedly believed,he was obviously insecure behind the bad-boy mask he wore and he really believed he was not good enough for her and it had not mattered what she said he still thought so,it was tearing her down more and more.The fact she was so in love with him scared her beyond belief but all she really wanted from him was to stop being so scared and insecure for once to let her in.


This morning she woken up by her phone and it had been a text from Mario out of randomisty to meet her at the cafe this afternoon which really messed with her head first."How could he do this to me?Why did he wanna see me now?"she thought to herself as she laid in her bed in the dark rereading the damn thing a million times it must have been before she said fuck it and got her butt out of bed to start her day and to get ready for another heartbreaking meeting with her 'dream boy'.She moved around her house all alone to do her daily chores while blaring music throughout the whole house thanks to her bad ass speaker system. All she could think about was Mario and what he wanted?Was he going to take back what he said to her?Was he finally going to tell her he truely felt?Ha,the thought of that one made her roll her eyes before she pouted for a minute before thinking to herself,"If he is insisting on this..I am going to show him what he is losing and drool."then rushed over to her closet to pull out the best outfit she loved so much.

It had taken almost three hours to get ready before she finally decided it was time to leave her house as she looked up at the clock and smirked halfly before grabbing her keys and left a note for her brother. The cafe was abit of a distance from her house so the city bus was just going to be her way of traveling today and it was not something that made her happy but hell let's add that one to the list. She got onto the bus to take a seat in the way back and sent a text to Mario.

Okay. I am on my way to the cafe and i'll see you soon.


By the time the bus made it to it's destination Ally was rather bored but rather calm for once and that was a rarity in it's self but she got off the bus and walked into the cafe to order a coffee then looked around to find him until her eyes fell on the blonde haired boy.She said nothing as she walked towards him nervously and took a seat across from him to look up at him.


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[mario nathan kingston]

he had to be sitting there for ten minutes before he recieved a text back from ally. he flipped his env3 open and read the text. he sighed, and rolled his eyes. he had already ordered himself a coke while he waited for ally. now, he was sitting at the seat waiting for his drink and his ally to get here so he wouldn't be alone. mario wasn't the one to really like sitting anywhere alone, but sometimes, he didn't mind. but, lately, being alone wasn't too much for him. he felt alone all the time. he felt like it was him against the world all the time.

he took a breath in and then smiled when his drink arrived. he slipped the drink closer to himself and took a drink. he smiled, after he swallowed it. it was more refreshing than anything ever. he loved coming here and having root beer floats, but today, just wasn't those days to have one. he sat back, placing his arm ontop of the seat and sighed. he had his casual jeans on, and a blue shirt on that wasn't really his size. he had his normal hat on, and his tan boots on. he wasn't really dressed up, and his hair was tied back. it was just simple.

he heard the door open, and his eyes darted over to see ally. he couldn't describe the feeling that he got when he saw her right there. that's when he noticed he had regretted anything he had ever said more than ever. she knew how to look stunning, like a model. ally was really his dream girl, and more. his heart settled down alittle, once she slide into the seat across from him. he looked at her, and said" hey, ally."

[alezandra lya teron]

Ally smiled over at Mario from across the table as she sipped on her chocolate latte."How are you?"She asked him polietly as she scanned him over thinking to herself once again that he looked very cute almost to the point of making her whimper mentally.The boy had his ways of getting to her and it started with his baby blue eyes and his beautiful blonde longish hair,not to mention the way he looked at her,he simply captivated every part of her.

It wasn't to hard there for the young girl to become distracted by how handsome this boy was but after a few short minutes of sitting there at that small booth she started to think of why she was really here and it made her sigh once more."So,ummm.."she said over to him,once more nervous again and it showed.Ally was really scared to ask him so bluntly why she was here after their last meeting,she shifted her body in her seat as she finally ended up crossing her legs over the other while waiting for him to answer.

[mario nathan kingston]

before he could even speak, she did. he looked at her and sighed and then said" do you want my truth or just my straight bullshit like i usually give?" he was done lying to her, honestly. he was in love with ally, and he didn't know how to handle it anymore. he loved the way she was. everything about her was amazing, and he didn't know how to form it into words. he sighed, and said" honestly, ally, shitty. i feel like the biggest dick on this earth." he stopped for a minute, and then said" i tried to protect you and i just hurt you in the end. i would do anything at all to protect you from getting hurt. but i just don't know how to do it."

he looked at her again after she said the second thing. he knew that he needed to get it out. he took another sip of his drink and said" ally, i came to tell you the real truth. so just sit back, and we can order food. i don't have enough for two meals. my dad only gave me twenty. how much did you bring?" he didn't want to seem like an ass anymore. he should atleast pay for something that she wanted though.

[alezandra lya teron]

Ally sighed softly as she looked over at him."I want the truth ofcourse."She replied to him before taking a long sip of her latte nervously listening to him talk and made a sad face when she heard him say he was feeling 'shitty'. "I know you have tried rather hard not to hurt me but Mars,i don't need you to protect from you. I need to be the one to do that and I've failed from doing that but it is okay.

[/b]"she finished saying to him as she unfolded her legs and moved them underneath her to sit on them.


She leaned back more into her seat and looked at him once more as she listened to him speak once more before taking a deep breath."Okay well you are lucky today because i'm rather calm today and i'll do my best to remain that way."she said to him softly and waved over a male waiter."I brought at least thirty dollars thanks to my brother"she said looking over at Mars then ordered a cream cheese bagel and glass of pepsi before the waiter asked mars for what he wanted. [/center]

[mario nathan kingston]

He looked at her and said" no, ally. I should learn not to hurt you. I hate it. I hate myself for doing that to you. I hate hurting you." he sighed and then added" but its the only way i know to get a girl away from me." He looked down at the table and then said" i'm scared shitless, but i'll work it out myself. don't worry, i won't do it again."

he looked at her after she said everything about the money, and nodded. once the waiter took down her order, he told the waiter that he would like a basket of fries and grilled cheese. he wasn't too picky, but he didn't really go out of his comfort zone with eating. he smiled, and then once the waiter left, he looked to ally. he took a breath, and said" ally, i'm trying, now. i'm sorry for hurting you. it made me feel like a real asshole. i can't tell you really how i feel, because i don't know how too."

he looked down at the table and then sighed. he needed to be a big boy, the guard had to come down. he looked at her, and said" my wall is down." he took one last breath and said" ally, i'm in love wiith you. i have been. but, i just... i don't know. i was scared of everything." he looked to his hands, and then her and said" i don't want to lose you again, and i don't want to ever hurt you again. i promise i'll try not too."

[alezandra lya teron]

Ally smiled happily when the waiter brought her food and she fully attended to eat her damn cream bagel before having the strange craving for a mayonnaise sandwich and potato chips which made her give herself a mental slap and shook her head at herself.She finally looked back up Mario when he started to speak again as tore a piece of her bagel off and ate it which she manged to get cream cheese on her lower lip and it made her giggle a little bit but she wiped it off as she listened to him once more but remained silent so he could say what he wanted.

When she heard his confession of love it practically made her choke on her pepsi she had sipped but she coughed through it but she trying to pick up her jaw off the ground so to speak.She was speechless for a short moment then finally smiling over to him."I'm so glad to hear this but mars please don't be scared because i love you too."she said but totally stumbled over the first part of her reply before biting her lip.

[mario nathan kingston]

he watched her worrying about how she would reply to this. sometimes, it scared him how people would reply to things and what he said. but, he got over it. he laughed a bit at her, and waited. he never really guessed how saying how he felt would go down, because mars never pictured telling ally how he felt ever. he sighed, and then tapped his fingers on the table, lightly and not to loud.

he hated waiting for things. then she said it back. it's not like he didn't already know this. he sighed, and said" i know you do. it's not that i'm scared of. i'm scared of it all, not how you feel because i know how you feel."

[alezandra lya teron]

Ally looked over at him and sighed before nodding her head."I know how you feel, the whole falling inlove thing is scary but for me it's the getting so close to someone that it hurts to be away from them that really drives me crazy."she said as she looked down at her hands and sighed softly.She had gotten really close to Mario without being around him all the time but with him it was being pushed away so much that made it hard for her.

Ally just wanted to be with Mario and no one else because he had stolen her heart and she had no desire to take it back but all this was on him now,he had to be the one to take these chances.She looked back up at him and simply smiled weakly giving him the chance to speak once more.

[mario nathan kingston]

He nodded once she spoke. He knew that she had gotten close to him, but for mario to open up, it took a while. He sighed, and then put his arms folded close tohimself. for some reason, it was a guard for him in a way. He never knew why he was like this, but he was. He took a breath in and took a sip of his drink.

He looked down to his plate that had been sitting there not even touched. He picked up half his sandwhich, taking a bite of it. He chewed, and then soon, he was done with half the sandwhich. He sat back on the seat, and said" i'm not fully ready yet, but i'm getting there." he looked at her, and then his food. He smiled, lightly, and said" i'll get there, don't worry."

[alezandra lya teron]

Ally had looked down at her plate to realize she had manged to eat all of her food without knowing and shrugged before pushing her plate away from her and sipped some more of her drink.She was watching him once more now because he just seemed so guarded with his body movements but then it again how could she blame him?She was proud of him for coming this far though and it made her smile to herself.

"Mars,i'm not worried because i know you will get there one day.You've come this far and i'm really happy about it.

[/b]"She said to him before deciding to order another pepsi as she thought to herself about things with him.[/center]

[mario nathan kingston]

he soon finished his other half of his grilled cheese, quickly and easily. he moved his hand to his drink, taking a sip of it, and then started to nibble on the french fries on his plate. he looked up to ally, and smiled.

a sigh escaped from his lips and then he looked to ally. he loved her but sometimes the comments weren't helping. he nodded, and said" yeah. well how have you been?" he never really seemed to know what to say, sometimes. he took a sigh again, and then looked around. he pulled his hands to his plate, picking at his food slightly. sometimes, mars could be very socially awkward in a way. he wasn't that good with saying how he felt, or talking to someone.

he sighed, thinking of how ally could even like him like this much. i mean, he was a mess. personally, mars thought he still wasn't good enough for ally. she was perfect, amazing, incrediable. Mars was just not.

[alezandra lya teron]

Ally was always good with reading people's emotions by their body language but Mario made it difficult to be able to do that sometimes with all of his walls he has up but Ally knew deep down inside she would be able to get them down sooner or later.She watched him eat and pick at his food before she stood up and slide into the booth next to him.

"Honestly i have been a wreck without talking to you but now i am just fine."she said to him as she looked at him and flashed him a smile.She really wanted to get through to him but it took time and she'd have to be patient.

[mario nathan kingston]

his eyes darted away from ally as she moved into his booth. he didn't really like the closeness, but he tried. he stared out the window, and then back to ally. he decided he should try right now..show he loved her. he put his arm slowly around her, pulling her close to him. he smiled, and said" just stay...if i want, ill kiss you." but once he said it he wanted too. he knew he was doomed. this girl drove him wild.

he nodded, and then right after she finished, he pulled her chin up, and kissed her. he let the kiss go on for a few, before pulling away. he wasn't one for romantic things..but he did like to kiss this girl alot.