And We're Best Friends?? (Teddy aka Nora)

[dominic augustus barnes]

How are we best friends again, mean you are so confident and I'm clearly not. You've always been better with girls with me, I over react over everything and just I don't know Teddy. I'm just weird, and awkward and other things. Heck even though I know Steph loves me, I have the fear in the back of my mind that it won't be enough and she won't want me anymore. Dumb fear I know but I have it, and sorry to bother you with this but I've been having a really really terrible day.

[teddy evans mccallister]

We don't have to be the same to be best friends. Haven't you heard that 'opposite attract and similar rebel'? of course not I'm attracted to you but what I mean is that it's the differences between us mate that keeps us as best friends. You fix me up when I'm wrong and I help you out whenever I can. How ever you are, you've always been better than I'm. You know Amy has always considered you to be a better person than I'm. I did envy at first but then I realized that we all can't be perfect. We have our weak points. But the people who love us never judge us for anything, not even our weak points. You've to right to fear, but don't let your fear kill you. I feared being in a relationship but I got over my fear and today I feel like the luckiest guy being with Faith. I feared that i would loose her as my friend, but guess what? Nobody would believe that i feared anything like that, and the best part is I gained as my other half.

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[dominic augustus barnes]

You're wrong though, I'm not as great as everyone seems to think I am. People say I'm so talented and I'm a great musician, but in the back of my mind I have that fear thatI'll mess up or something. I have the fear of being alone and never being accepted, to be honest I don't feel accepted. Even with my friends I always have that though, that no accepts me. Not even you and you're my best friend, I guess that's why I've waited so long to get get a girl friend. I felt no onewould ever want to be with me, because I'm not much. I'm shy, awkward like I said, and I have no idea how to act when it comes to girls, hell I'm stil learning every day. We've been friends for so long, that I feel maybe that isn't enough to keep us friends and I fear that day when we have a fight that gets out of hand and we stop being friends. I don't know what I'd do, without my best friend. I tell you everything and I need to tell you this before I start crying again, you know my grandma that was in the hospital. She died just yesterday.

[teddy evans mccallister]

Your fears will only break you down, mate. Why don't you look at life from a optimistic view. You should be thankful to God that He has blessed you up with good friends like me, faith, amy. You're blessed up with talent. You can sing, write, play instruments, which not everyone can do. You say that you fear that we wouldn't accept you and that you think you will mess up somewhere. If we didn't accept you as one of us, will I ever be your friends? Will Amy & Faith ever be your friends? Will Steph ever be your girlfriend? Life is full of surprises mate. Some are good and some are bad, but that doesn't mean we should go fearing about every other thing. Fights are normal, so are arguments. You don't have to clarify yourself to me. I know how you are and I can definitely keep up with it because honestly, I know myself very well too. I can be a pain in the ass but I don't want to change a thing about it. People who accepts me as who I'm, are the true people who deserve to be my friends and you're one of them. I don't know what future is going to be like, but I can promise you that our friendship would never end and you'll always be my best friend.

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[dominic augustus barnes]

My fears are my fears, they are just the things I fear happening and me being the way I am I can't help but fear those things. I try to be optimistic but it's hard to be, and I know I have great friends. I think I'd be lost without you guys, you keep me sane and you keep me from being bored at home all the time. Faith is my friend from you, Steph I met her through AIM and school, you and Amy have been my friends since we were all young, my talent taook tim. Learning guitar and piano took time and song writing, I'm just creative I guess. We better always be bestfriend, if not I'm kidnapping you and you're living in my basement in till we'd become friends again.