I care damn it(Eli aka Lizzie)

[syeira kizzy o'riley]

YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE YOUR EYES

if ten million fireflies lit up
THE WORLD AS I FELL ASLEEP

Syeria was really starting to get irritated with certain people in her life for being so stupid but when it came to her best friend Eli she just wanted him to know that she loved him,losing him would destroy her.The young girl had spent most of the afternoon talking to him on aol instant messenger about his addiction to cutting and a very awkward subject for them anyways it was.

She had been walking towards Eli's house after talking to him and his brother in a chat because she hated it when he downed himself and it drove her crazy when he said no one loved him when she clearly cared for her best friend,nothing mattered more to her then his safety and well being. However,Eli was in for it and she was going to prove to him how she felt one way or another even if she was a nervous about doing it."Ugh Eli.."she mumbled as she made it to his front door and knocked kinda hard so he would hear it.

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status: COMPLETE
tagged: Eli aka Lizzie
words: Too lazy to count
outfit: clicky.
notes: This is crappy but my next one will be better.
lyrics: FIREFLIES, OWL CITY
credit: TEMPLATE BY SHAZI ?! AT CAUTION 2.0

[elijah samuel allen]

“I’m sorry” Eli found his self saying that a lot lately as his cutting began getting worse and worse, now taking over his entire life. After Reed starting tearing through his room looking for any sharp object he owned Eli pulled on a tee shirt, something he hardly wore. He parents weren’t home at the moment so he knew he had nothing to worry since his brothers now knew, thing is there never knew how many cuts there were. Not one did not even Syeria, because he never showed her.

At least he didn’t lately; lately his entire arm was covered in cuts. It looked horrible and looking down taking a deep breath he wiped his eyes, that’s right Eli was in tears. Telling his brothers the truth was not east to do and he knew they were upset with him, he knew they cared about him. He was just scared to all that time, and he knew he had to do something about it. Even if it was trying to stop, glancing down at his arm he bit his lip. He knew this wasn’t going to make Syeria happy, they were best friends and she had the right to know how bad his problem really was.

The knock on the door made his breath get caught in his throat, he was nervous with what Syeria was planning to do. Standing he headed to the door slowly, he couldn’t move faster due to his nerves and the fact his room was now covered in a lot of his things and he was trying not to fall. When he made it to the door he took a deep breath before opening it, “h-hi Kizzy” he said very quietly wiping his eyes again.

[syeira kizzy o'riley]

YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE YOUR EYES

if ten million fireflies lit up
THE WORLD AS I FELL ASLEEP

Kizzy was really starting to worry about her friend Elijah, the boy had a major cutting problem and it scared the hell out of her but it made her feel abit more at ease when he finally told his siblings but when Reed said he was going to take all his sharp objects out of Eli’s bedroom it concerned her all over again only for the reason it was going to upset Eli all over again. She choked on the thought of her friend being so sad which made her almost cry herself. She actually was considering stealing him away for the day and taking him to the park or something, this was all so hard for the both of them.

Way too many things were going through her head as she leaned against the wall waiting for him to answer the door which didn’t last very long when the front door finally opened, there standing a very sad boy. She took a breath and stepped forward to hug her friend tightly, she hated to see him sad.”Eli I’m here, it’s okay.”she whispered into his ear trying to be soothe him as well as herself, clearly not the easiest thing to do in the world.

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status: COMPLETE
tagged: Eli aka Lizzie
words: Too lazy to count
outfit: clicky.
notes: This is crappy but my next one will be better.
lyrics: FIREFLIES, OWL CITY
credit: TEMPLATE BY SHAZI ?! AT CAUTION 2.0

[elijah samuel allen]

No matter what Elijah couldn’t help the tears that were falling from his eyes and the shaking in his hands, he was so upset but he knew his brothers had the right to know what was going on and he knew they weren’t going to take it well. He didn’t intend for them to, but he didn’t think Reed would go and take all the sharp objects from his room just in attempt to make him stop cutting his self. Sure it was probably a good idea but it still really upsetted him, because he knew for a fact there was probably a lot of knives and other sharp things in his room. Rubbing his arm a little bit again he sighed a little bit, he felt horrible about what he did. He didn’t mean hurting all these people that he did either, he just really couldn’t help it though. It was just the way things happened, the way things just seemed to turn out for him.

When Kizzy hugged him he winced, hugging hurt a lot lately due to the scars and cuts that covered his arms bur he didn’t matter. He could handle the pain if it was Kizzy who was hugging him, he could deal with her hugging any day. More tears fell down his face as he now totally broke down. There were times in every ones life that things like that happened, and it was happening to him right now. “That was the hardest thing I ever had to do” he whispered behind his tears, and it really was. Cutting was easy, telling people what was going on was always hard.