{In the middle of the night}-Eli-

[elijah samuel allen]

"You are stronger than I am Kizzy, I'm weak but you're not. I think without you I wouldn't be here because I would have killed my self due to all the bullying I endure, and I know if I did kill my self I wouldn't care. I wouldn't care because I would be free from the hellI live at school, and yeah I know I'd be missed but people would get over that and I wouldn't have to be hurt anymore" elijah muttered tears almost falling.

[syeira kizzy o'riley]

Kizzy shook her head once more and pulled Eli to her shoulder in the best comforting way she could possibly do. "Eli you are not weak even if you believe you are but it's not true,if anything happens to you my heart will break along with you."she said before she starting cry into his hair and hugged him to her.

[elijah samuel allen]

“Kizzy you have no idea what is possible, I could go and kill myself tomorrow only proving how weak I really am because I wasn’t able to handle the pressure people put me through. I wasn’t able to handle getting my head dunked in a toilet, bruises from being pushed around and kicked around all the time. I’m sorry but cutting makes it all go away for a while. Even though it’s never long, it just makes it even more bearable” Eli said quietly looking down at the ground. “You’re crying” he whispered, “why are you crying?”

[syeira kizzy o'riley]

The bad thing about this was that Syeria knew he could really kill himself because people were so mean to him and it was really beyond her why because he was one of the sweetest and cutest boys she knew,he had never raised a hand or even really said anything bad about anyone before except for those who bullied him but even then he blamed himself for what they said.She was so desperate to make the boy see he was perfect the way he was and all it really took was for to get help and away from those bullies,she'd find a way to make them stop one way or another.kizzy needed Eli for more then a shoulder to cry on,he had been there since she started at lipton high and no one really understood her the way he did.Sure,she was friends with other people but he was her bestest and irreplaceable friend and so much more.

She leaned into him as she cried harder thinking about all these things,life without him wouldn't be worth it all."i know it could happen but i refuse to let it happen."she whispered in return but that was all she could get out before she hid her head on his shoulder again to cry harder.

[elijah samuel allen]

Elijah was probably the sweetest guy you could meet, he would never pick on you and he would always put your feeling before his own. Still for some reason people always seemed to pick on him and tear the poor boy down, all the way to the point where he would much rather no longer even be alive. The thought of that scared some people, including him and he lately cared about his own safety knowing that if he wasn’t careful he could easily go ahead and kill his self. He was sure that was the last thing his siblings and Kizzy ever wanted, people needed him here. All he really needed was help, maybe from the hospital and a way to get rid of the bullied in his life. “I know you won’t, but it’s going to be really hard to do” he said before just pulling her close and even crying with her.

[syeira kizzy o'riley]

Syeria really valued the close bond she had with Eli and did not really believe she'd ever be able find anyone like him ever again,he was not only a good friend but the best company for a girl to have.She snuggled closely to him as she rested her head underneath his chin which made her rather close to his body still feeling tears rolling down her cheeks."I know it will be hard Eli but I'll be there for you every step of the way."She whispered up to him and hugged him once more.

[elijah samuel allen]

Eli valued Kizzy’s friendship a lot because he knew without her as his friend he probably wouldn’t be here anymore after killing his self ages ago. Kizzy is just what kept him alive and she had no idea how grateful he really was to her; he had no idea what he would even do without her in his life. He would probably be lost and hardly able to function without his very best friend, the girl he even thought he loved. “I know you are Kizzy and for that I’m so grateful to you” he whispered hugging her back tightly; he only wished she knew just how grateful he really was.

[syeira kizzy o'riley]

Syeria knew Eli would have killed himself long time ago if she had not been there for him but she would have been right behind him if anything had happened to him because he was her life support system.All she could do was to stay in his arms as she hugged him but kiss his cheek as she listened to him tell her how grateful he was and it made a smile form on her face."I'm grateful for having you here with me everyday because i really love you my friend."she whispered up to him before laying her head on his chest again to hear his heart beat.

[elijah samuel allen]

There were plenty of days when Eli contemplated suicide and what it would be like without him and he wondered just how many people would miss him, and just how many people would actually care that he was gone. He knew his family would, they told him that or at least his siblings did when they figured out what he was doing to himself and they even seemed worried about him. Why else would his older brother Reed take all the knives from his room to keep him safe, heck he went as far as strapping a pillow on his head. It did work for his head banging though, cozy pillows always ended in protected head.

“You know how me and you like each other right, have you ever thought of say like being together. I mean like being together, together. With all those details and stuff, I mean if you wouldn’t ever even want to be I would honestly understand that. I mean, who would ever want to be with me? I’m not that much of a neat person, and I hardly even know how to actually act around girls even if I know them. I’m socially awkward and sensitive to, which isn’t that appealing” he shrugged and sighed. Yes Eli could never think good of his self.