like a skyscraper. ( shawn )

[sarahh]

it had been a long morning where everything was annoying bailee. everything today had seemed to almost drive her insane. taking a deep breath, bailee made her way down to the beach, sitting along the side of the water. it was a very peaceful and beautiful day, the kind of days that bailee just adored. taking off her shoes, she stuck her feet into the water, feeling the coolness of the waves hitting her feet. there was something about being around water that relaxed her.

in her head there were tons of thoughts running around. she was wondering why she had lied and made the school think she was a slut. honestly, she hated that about herself. deep down she was one of the sweetest girls you could ever meet. there was never a time when she would let someone down intentionally, and she'd do anything for anyone. the worst thing was that people thought she was a slut, but she hadn't even had her first kiss yet. it was something she really wanted to do. after all, which seventeen year old was unlucky enough to never be kissed? she had no idea what it felt like. of course when she was younger she practiced on her pillow, like almost every other kid. however, she knew the feeling couldn't be anything like that.

taking a small breath she closed her eyes, and laid back. she was hoping someone would come by that she could talk to, she needed more friends. even though she was a really sweet girl, she was indeed a very shy girl, only speaking to people once she got to know them a little bit. it was hard for her to trust people unless the person seemed worthy of her trust. being hurt in the past, she didn't want to end up hurt again.

after awhile of sitting there, she opened her eyes and stood up, brushing little bits dirt and pebbles off of her. she figured it would be nice to go for a walk, since no one else was around and that was very peaceful. humming to herself softly, she walked along the egde of the water. there were occasional boas scattered along the docks, but those seemed to be her only company. running her fingers through her hair, she looked up at a few little houses along the shore. the thought of living near water amazed her. it was something she could see herself doing in the future. deep in thought, bailee missed a huge rock in front of her, tripping over it.
"crap," she muttered, looking down at her knee.

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[shawn lee adams]

Shawn didnt have much to do today, So he drove to the lake to see if anyone he knew was there. Shawn was sitting next to the lake throwing rocks into it. He didnt have that many friends around here his he had lived here all his life but he just didnt have time to hang out, and do what all the other kids did. Shawn had to live up to his older brother Jonathan he was the top ten in highschool and he was on a full ride to college,and was doing great. Besides the fact that Shawn had to live up to his brother he spent what little free time he had wrighting and playing music. But today was a free day for Shawn and all he wanted to do was relax.

Shawn hadnt seen anyone he knew but he wasnt surprised every one was on vacation, or where working. Shawn had text his friend Matt to see if he could meet at the lake but like usuall Matt was working out with his dad, and like Shawn Matt didnt really have a life. Shawn couldnt think of anyone else to ask to come out to the lake so he got up from next to the lake and stated to walk. Shawn was looking at the water when he heard someone say 'Crap' Shawn looked up just in time not to run into his friend Bailee.

Shawn hadnt seen Bailee in a while so it was good to see her. He looked down at Bailees knee where she had ran into the would it was going to leave a pretty good bruse but she would be ok. Shawn smiled at the girl then asked" Hey Bailee how have you been? I havent seen or heard from you in a while.'' Bailee was a very pretty girl, But most people thought of her as easy she didnt have Shawn thinking that he knew better then to beleave the rumors, But he never told Bailee he knew any diffrent.

[sarahh]

bailee looked down at her knee once more. it didn't look like it was bad, maybe only a bruise. she was happy because she didn't take pain well. even the smallest things bailee hated. pain was just not something she could take. taking a deep breath she looked back over to the water. it was getting later in the day, and the breeze from the water and the trees felt good on her skin. before she could do much else, she saw shawn walking up to her. shawn was one of her friends, even though she normally could not stand preppy people.

"hey shawn! how are you? i'm good, just busy with school and stuff," she nodded. school took up a lot of her time. whether it was homework, essays, or just being in class, it was driving her insane. she was happy she only had one year of high school left after this year, and then she could go to college and study what she wanted. what she wanted was to go to college for music, there was something about music that she loved, and she'd love to be a producer, or go for piano. not many people knew about her music side, it was something she hid from people. all people really knew about her was that she was a slut who put out, even though she was exactly the opposite.

she looked back over at shawn. he was a very handsome boy, in her opinion. she wanted to say something else, but nothing was coming to her mind. bailee hated when that happened, when she had nothing to say. smiling over at shawn, she waited for him to reply.

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[shawn lee adams]

Shawn smiled at Bailee he didnt know what to say its was kind of awkward between them." Im good just swamped with homework, Today is my first free day that i didnt have guitar or piano practice.'' Shawn looked around the lake there wasnt anyone around it was like a scary move no one around.

Shawn didnt really know what to say to bailee so he looked down at the ground thinking then asked" What are you doing out here Bailee? I mean your all alone.'' Shawn didnt want to sound like he was pushing for answer or being nosey, but it was weird for someone to be out at the lake all alone then it hit Shawn he must have sounded like an idiot he was at the lake all alone. Shawn laughed at him self a little looking stupid, but it wasnt his fault he got nervius around cute girls.

Shawn put his hands in his pocket then looked away from Bailee in the direction she was walked. It was the way he had just came from, but it was better then walking alone." Want to walk together Bailee"

[sarahh]

she looked at him. she liked that he was into music, that meant that they had something in common, other than just going to the same school. bailee didn't know shawn all that well, but she really wanted to get to know him. he was one of the one of the only people she wasn't really shy around, which was kind of odd for her because he was a really cute boy. at least to her he was. "i never knew that you took piano lessons. i mean, i've caught you around with a guitar sometimes, but never seen you play piano before. are you any good?" she asked.

"oh, i just wanted to get out of the house. and something about the water.." she paused before continuing, "it's relaxing to me."
she said looking over at him. it was true, there was something about water that relaxed most people, and she happened to be one of those people. "and you're alone too, so why are you here alone?" she asked smiling. she looked in the direction he was pointing, which was exactly the direction she was walking anyways. "yeah sure." she began walking in that direction, waiting for him to walk beside her.

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[shawn lee adams]

Shawn smiled at Bailee it was the first time he had really talked to her besides passing in the hall and saying 'Hey' or ' How was your day.' Bailee had asked him if he was any good at the piano, well he was ok not as good as his mom, but he liked guitar so he didnt put all his effort into learning the paino." Well i guess im good i have beenn playing for about three years my mom teaches me.''

Shawn started to walk beside of Bailee then answered the rest of her questions" I was coming here with my friend Matt but he is such a meat head he had to go to the gym with his dad.'' Shawn was really the only person that would call Matt a meat head, because they had grown up together it was like Matt was his older brother. Shawn smiled over at Bailee and asked" So are you excited that we only have one more year left of highschool?

Shawn shortend his steps so he wouldnt start walking infront of Bailee he was nervuse, and he didnt know why. Shawn didnt know why Bailee wanted every one to think she was a slut but he knew it was all an act. He looked over at Bailee and asked" So do you play any insturments?''

[sarahh]

bailee looked back over to the lake. the lake right now looked so beautiful, it was calm with some waves crashing in mostly at intervals, like they were being timed. a sudden urge to jump in the water came over bailee, but she quickly rejected the thought. even though it was a nice day, it was getting later in the day, and by the time she reached home she'd be freezing, seeing how the day kept cooling off. she figured that if she wanted to go in the water, she was just going to have to go to the beach on her next free day. she had no idea when that would be though, she was lucky enough to be enjoying today.

when shawn mentioned the name matt, bailee had to rack her brain to see if she even knew the guy. then she figured she probably only knew him if shawn had been walking around with him before. bailee was too shy to go up and introduce herself to new people, they usually had to come up to her. then shawn asked if she was excited to only have one year left of high school, and she nodded. "of course! i mean, i'm just going to college, so i'm still going to be in school, but i get to learn about things that i want to learn about, not stupid stuff we have to learn here." when bailee referred to "stupid stuff" she was talking about the science and math classes, which were her worst classes. there was something about science that made her want to scream, most likely because it was based off of math which was her worst subject. there had been times when she needed to get a tutor in math because she was so bad.

she smiled. "i play the guitar and the piano, and i like to sing.. but i don't really know if singing counts. only if you count my voice as an instrument. and i play the clarinet for band." when it came to music, bailee could talk all day. she wasn't sure if she was good at it, but she knew she wasn't that bad. she was in band and chorus, and she often got music solos in chorus, so she had no idea. she looked back at shawn. "which instruments do you play?"

[shawn lee adams]

Shawn Felt great being able to just sit and talk about music, and not having to worry about rushing home to have practice, or to finish homework. After Shawn thought about it for a while he came to the conclusion that he was just like his best Buddie Matt. Matt went home and did homework and went to the gym, and Shawn went home did homework and went to guitar or piano practice. Shawn stopped walking for a second and told Bailee" I'm excited about going to college because i can study what i want to, and I'm thinking about going to college for preforming arts.'' Shawn smiled at Bailee she had some very pretty eyes, and a very pretty smile. He liked that.

Shawn started to walk with bailee again" I play the Guitar/Base, and the piano.'' Shawn decided that him and Baliee where going to be best friends right at the point she told him that she liked to play the guitar and sing. Shawn put his hand on Bailee shoulder the where coming up to a gazebo that over looked the lake. He pointed to it to see if bailee wanted to go sit down and talk some more. Shawn smiled at bailee and winked he liked being a flirt sometime but he didn't want to make Bailee think he was going to be friends wit her just to get into her pants, because Shawn wasn't like that.

Shawn looked over at Bailee" So maybe one day we can get together, and and play some music.'' Shawn smiled at Bailee waiting to she what she said was killing Shaw he was nervous.

[sarahh]

bailee was counting down the days until she was done with school, cause then she was free to do whatever over the summer. though she would probably have to get a job since she would have to save up for college, since her parents didn't have much money at all. they had enough to get through, but they didn't have tons to spend for bailee to go to college and stuff. bailee was already worried about how she would pay for college, she was hoping she would get scholarships and stuff, but she'd probably lose out to all the smart people in the school. there were a lot of people who were like genius' and bailee was not even close to that.

when he put her hand on her shoulder, she looked up at him for a minute. he didn't want someone touching her just so that they could get into her pants when he pointed to the gazebo she smiled and nodded. "sure, we can go over there." her feet were beginning to ache, so she was glad they could go somewhere to sit down. then he winked at her, and bailee automatically turned bright red. he was making her so nervous. she made her way slowly to the gazebo, sitting down on a bench inside.

[shawn lee adams]

Shawn walked over to the Gazebo he wanted to just sit, and talk without having to talk about school work or about what he was planning for college because it seemed like the closer he got to senior year that's all his teachers and parents wanted to talk about. Shawn's brother Jonathan was going to college to be a teacher, and his older sister was a doctor. He didn't like having to live up to his brother, and sister but Shawn new he would always be compared to them. Shawn looked over at Bailee it had been a while since he had just sat and talked with a friend.

Shawn put his hands on the table and said" So Baile what do you do for fun?'' Shawn really didn't know what to talk about but it was normal because he just met her. Shawn looked out over the water Shawn started to day dream a little but shook it off and turned to Bailee he knew the man question to ask her" Bailee i wanted to know could we be friends?'' Shawn knew it was dumb question but he was trying to make the mood lighter. He looked down at the picnic table and though about how he needed some new friends.

[sarahh]

bailee looked up at the sky. as the day was getting longer, the sky was getting darker. it wasn't dark yet, since it was just four in the afternoon, but soon the sun would be gone from the sky. bailee loved when it got dark out though, it meant you could do so much and no one would see you. not that bailee would do anything bad, however. sometimes she just like to randomly dance around like a dork with no cares in the world. bailee loved when she was free to do whatever she wanted, without anyone bothering her. though, she did like to be around people.

shawn then asked her what she liked to do for fun, and bailee had to think about that. lately there had been no time for her to really have fun. "well," she began, before quickly racking her brain, thinking of what to say. "obviously i like music. i like to hang out with friends, and i looove to bake." bailee was an amazing baker. if she wasn't planning on going to college for music, she could definitely see herself going for culinary arts. then he asked if they could be friends, and she began to smile. "of course we can! i love having friends." then she laughed at herself. who didn't like having friends?

[shawn lee adams]

Shawn sat there looking at Bailee she was with a very pretty girl, and she made Shawn Nervous. He sat there thinkng of what to say to Bailee as he looked out at the water it was getting dark, and Shawn loved to sit out at the lake and look at the stars when he had the chance. He looked back to Bailee and said " Oh cool you like to bake are you any good? '' He liked talking to Bailee she was down to earth, and she seemed like she would be a good friend to Shawn.He turned back to the lake watching the ripples hit the shore he looked up it wasnt dark yet but it was getting close to night time.

Shawn went to lean back some and almost fell out of his seat. Shawn started to laugh at his self, Because he always thought it was better to laugh at your self then to try to act cool all the time it would end up making people hate you. Shawn looked around the lake he didnt know why there wasnt anyone at the lake its was weird Shawn looked back at Bailee and asked" Its getting late do you want to go home?''