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Post by elliot nathaniel merrick on Aug 13, 2011 15:37:47 GMT -5
G R E E T I N G S C I T I Z E N S [/color] we are living in the age in which the persuit of all values other than[/font] ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥[/center] The night was young, or at least that's what Elliot Merrick always said on a good night of partying. He was headed for the club shortly after midnight, though he would have liked to have been there earlier. Better fashionably late than show up looking like a hot mess and on time, no? And fashionably late he was decked out in a new outfit he'd bought the day before. A pair of hot pink opaque tights layered under a pair of ripped up black tights which were layered under a tight, hot pink mini skirt, and a pair of studded, bright pink heels are what adorned his lower half. Hugging his feminine legs and narrow waist, which was always a plus. He'd found an adorable white, loose fitting shirt with lips on the front that he'd taken and sliced the arms off of and stitched up tight around his middle. And this was layered under a sheer black crop top that made his shoulders seem delicate rather than broad.
He accessorized with a hot pink, lip-shaped clutch bag, four thick rubber bracelets with various sayings (Glamour Kills, Young & Reckless, VIP Access, and Hate Me), a hot pink toy gun necklace, and a couple of candy necklaces layered. His makeup was by far the most interesting part of his outfit. His eyeshadow was stripes of alternating coal black and hot pink that went over his entire eye (top and bottom) instead of just his upper lids. He wore thick eyeliner along only his bottom lashline and extravagantly long false eyelashes. He had various patches of pink tiger print he'd made from waterproof/sweatproof makeup on his arms, neck, and body. And his lips were done in a bright pink with a stripe of black down the middle. His blonde hair was done as it normally was straight and left slightly messy in the front though he had added in a pair of black and hot pink clip-in cat ears that had bells which jingled when he walked.
It was an every night thing for him to come to the club, hoping he might find a new boy toy or stir up a little drama. It became tiring though coming here so often since he had yet to get the underground club he'd been working on finished, and here there were so many..rules. But at his club, oh he wouldn't have a single rule except don't kill someone with witnesses around. And don't spill blood on his dancefloors. So, techincally a two part rule. He grabbed a vial from the dresser, seeing his lovely Matty asleep on the bed. He shook a bright blue pill stamped with a smiley face out of the vial, taking it with a long drink of water. He leaned against the dresser until the ecstasy began to kick in. He kissed Matty goodbye and made his way out to his car, ready for another night of partying.
He arrived at the club, parking his chic custom pink volvo in the parking lot. Heads turned in his direction as he stepped out of the car, and a smirk placed itself on his lips. He air kissed and hugged those he knew and simply nodded towards those he didn't. He wasn't like his other friends, and his rival, he actually took out time to be cordial to the lesser people. He felt every eye on him as he entered the spacious club, a confident strut to his steps. After finally making his entrance he moved to bar and ordered himself a cosmo to wait for a while and let his most recent ecstasy use kick in. Ah, if only Matty or Tink had decided to join him tonight. But alas, he was all alone, which meant one thing. It was time to find someone he could have some fun with.
WORDS; 644 TAGGED; Open! OUTFIT; Here!NOTES; None at the time INSPIRATION; Do you really have to ask? Party Monster soundtrack & Macauley's character of course. ;] LYRICS; [/b][/color] Money, Success, Fame, Glamour by Felix Da Housecat Vs Pop Tarts (Party Monster Soundtrack)[/left] ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ M O N E Y S U C C E S S F A M E G L A M O U R [/color][/size] has either been discredited or destroyed[/color][/center][/font]
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Post by matthew james sinclair on Aug 20, 2011 22:28:37 GMT -5
Tonight was gonna be rather weak if Matty did not go to his best friend’s party up at Sparkles night club and not to mention Elli would not let him get away with it without nagging him to death about it however, it’s a good excuse to be seen out in public looking good maybe better then his ‘companion’ that insisted on not having labels on their relationship which was a total eye roll for him. He decided to go shopping for an outfit that tickled his fancy which was going to be leopard print themed and the mere idea of the outfit he was going to wear made him giggle. He was set to go run his errands for the day and shop for tonight’s attire even if ‘Toad’ the live in drug dealer was passed out in front of the front door but all he had to was move has kick him to the side with the tip of his heel since the man was beyond help and there was no chance of him waking up anytime soon but not before he shook his head at the pathetic display and walked out of the apartment with his keys in hand.
Matty had spent the majority of the day in different stores spending so much money on his daddy’s credit card but as long as he made no attempt on contacting his father in any sort of way he could do whatever he wanted with his money. He had to stop in the middle of star bucks to send a text to Elli about everything he had to buy for their place and informed him he would meet him at the club tonight but he may be abit late since he had to take take care of the mess their ‘friends’ had decided to make and leave,Matty was becoming rather annoyed with the fact everyone expected him to be their ‘manErlla’. He finally made it home sometime after eight o clock and started to get ready for tonight’s get together. After he got out of the shower he took a blow dyer to his hair before having ‘Toad’ put his short reddish hair in braids then went onto the bags of clothes that laid on on his bed, he took out a pair of leopard print skin tight pants and put them on as well as a leather top with a zipper and placed his new black fishnet top over the other then of course his shoes and all the jewelry that came with it.
Matty and two of his friends were ready to go out and meet Elli up at Sparkles but he had no desire to walk so he had ‘Toad’ jack someone else’s car to drive them all up there before two in the morning. He was sitting in the back snorting several lines of cocaine with the rest of his ‘party’ when they pulled up into the club’s vip parking lot. He looked up at the front door with a total dazed look on his face and shook his head since he was starting to get hazy.”Alright ladies let’s go party!”he exclaimed excitedly then got out of the car with purse and did a sniffle noise before proceeding inside. Right on cue of his arrival was when he spotted his lover in the midst of the large crowd but he waved over at him happily. “Elli Dear!!”he screamed over the music, hoping he would be noticed.
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[/color] here CREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. Don't remove the credit or I will find you. LYRICS someday - nickelback NOTES nope WORD COUNT 581 [/center][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by elliot nathaniel merrick on Aug 21, 2011 13:42:32 GMT -5
IF IT TAKES AWAY THE PAIN IT'S ALRIGHTwe're livin' so hard you might not make it through tonightF O L L O W T H E B R I G H T L I G H T S Elli had been partying for around twenty minutes already. He was growing listless without drugs but Toad was currently passed out in front of he and Matty's apartment door and who knew when he'd get his lazy ass up. He sighed to himself as he looked around the extravagantly large, brightly dressed crowd who had shown up for his latest party. He'd be sure to get a paycheck this week, maybe even a small bonus for..expenses. He ducked behind the bar and sat down just inside the walkway. Snagging a small plastic baggy from his handbag and dusted a little onto the web between his thumb and first finger. He snorted the powder off of his hand and slipped the baggy and the straw back into his bag and leaned his head against the cold wood of the bar. His blue eyes closed softly as he sat there, waiting for the excitement of the Ketamine to kick in on him.
He felt the pulse of the beat thrumming through his thin frame as his senses seemed to heighten. He launched himself onto his feet and walked out into the club. A song he recognized as SOS by Rihanna came on as he made his way into the middle of the club. He threw his arms up and moved his body to the beat, carefully to not trample on someone. He felt himself becoming lost in the beat, his body moving of it's own accord as he danced. He loved to dance, it was one of the best releases for him. Well, aside from the various drug cocktails he indulged in. And Elli had a hell of a lot of things that he needed to get away from. Feelings he wished not to indulge in, regrets he had on a daily basis, a majority of which revolved around the person who became his sun, his moon, and his gravitational pull. And speak of the devil, he noticed the door opening and spotted his lover waving frantically at him from the door. He shouted out Matty's name that got lost in the music and he ran as quickly as he could through the packed club and made his way to him. When he got to Matty he all but fell forward on him, his sense of direction totally shot. A cute grin smattered itself onto his face as he grabbed Matty and kissed him on the mouth, something he normally wouldn't do in public.
"Matty! You came, my darling! You're fucked up, too? Now I won't feel like the odd one out." Elli giggled out a high pitched noise as he bent to kiss Matty on the forehead. Even with the two of them in heels Elli easily stood a few inches taller than his lover.
Elli brushed some of his bangs out of his blue eyes as he took in Matty's new outfit, a big grin on his face, he felt himself nod at the outfit before his train of thought left him. His brain going a thousand miles a minute led to his turning in a circle, watching all the couples dancing in close proximity to one another. Even the gay guys who were there together seemed honestly in love. He finished turning in a circle by dizzily looking at Matty. His perky expression seemed to crumple when his eyes rested on Matty's smirky face. He really wished he could just break down those barriers and admit how much he was in love with him. All he wanted in life was simply to love and be loved in return, he'd only ever found that in Matthew James Sinclair. Elli took a tentative step towards Matty, though was determined not to let his smile slip, up. Damnit, he wasn't about to get depressed in the disco! It was just bad mojo all around for everyone. He dug around into his bag and pulled out a prescription bottle. Elli tried to stay upright while focusing on getting one of the bright purple smiley-face printed pills from the bottle onto his hand. When he had gotten two out he hurriedly popped one into his mouth, letting it melt on his tongue. He deposited the other into Matty's hand.
"Here, lovely! Take one of these, got them special from a dealer up state. They're supposed to be longer-lasting X pills! Now, let's go party!" Without awaiting Matty's reply Elli danced his way across the room and threw himself up onto the stage where he began to sway his body to the beat.
WORDS; 642 TAGGED; Mattykins OUTFIT; Here!NOTES; Poor Elli is so love-sick he can't stand himself. LYRICS; Find A New Way by Young Love
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Post by matthew james sinclair on Aug 22, 2011 22:43:41 GMT -5
Matty managed to really dodge a bullet when his ex lover ‘’Angel’ spotted him as he made his entrance he ended up ducking behind a rather large transvestite to pretend to talk to one a random bartender with horribly bleached blonde hair that went by the name of ’Pixie’. He shook his head and stepped out from behind the trannie and the curtain to finally spot Elli coming his way which made him smile hugely and practically prance closer to him as he threw his arms around his lover and returned the kiss passionately then he backed off softly away from the other male to look up at him into his big blue eyes, it was rather obvious who was the ‘man’in the relationship for several different reasons and one of the biggest ones was that Elli was much taller then poor shrimpy Matty which gave him the ‘little man’ complex a lot of the time so he was mean to make himself seem bigger. Another reason for him being less manly then his lover was because he was way more feminine and built more petite like one which was something his friends made fun of him for and he’d get very catty with them by going off on them or trying to fight them but if the person was bigger then him, he was fucked. After a few minutes of standing there in one spot he caught the sight of Angel again before he took the took the pill out of Elli’s hand absent-mindly as he put down his throat before taking off right behind his lover and started to dance to like a maniac with one of his own transvestite friends. He was shaking his ass all up against the other boy without even thinking about Elli being right there but not really caring if he made him jealous since he just loved to do it to piss him off.
As soon as the song by Tlc ended Matty was starting to feel the effects of the strong ass x pill that he taken so he was totally in his own world of haze and storm clouds as he’d like to put it but a newer song by the Ting Tings had came on when he started to dance once more with a taller trannie with rather flashy neon colored hair while putting his hands all over Matty’s body but he was so out of It he did not seem to notice.
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[/color] here CREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. Don't remove the credit or I will find you. LYRICS someday - nickelback NOTES nope WORD COUNT 414 [/center][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by elliot nathaniel merrick on Aug 22, 2011 23:36:27 GMT -5
I W A S C R Y I N G A T T H E D I S C Oeveryone was dancing everyone was dancing but me [/size] As Elli danced and partied in total drug-induced bliss he noticed something that made him very much pissed. 'Angel' Nunez had shown up, probably to try to steal his Mattykins away again. He knew Matty tended to be a sucker for that boy, and he had to admit that Angel was hot. But that didn't make the fact the drug dealer had shown up that evening, uninvited none-the-less, to ruin his party. He shot the drug dealer what he hoped was a threatening glare as Matty arrived. After he'd made sure to bang his shoulder into Angel's as he passed he grabbed Matty and kissed him full on the mouth. He tried to play it off as the drugs but in all reality it was his way of claiming Matty infront of Angel. When the kiss was returned with unbridled passion he felt a heat crawling up his neck and spreading as a blush against his pale skin.
He smiled a now really drugged out grin as Matty swallowed the X pill he'd given him. He felt Matty's smaller, warm body right behind his as he walked out into the middle of the floor. He'd become so lost in his own dancing and exciting color bursts, and the glittering disco ball of course, that he didn't notice Matty missing at first. When he finally felt the unusual coldness around him he looked around in an almost full-blown hysteria for his lover. His first instinct was to crane his neck to see if Matty had run off with Angel, his biggest fear aside from just losing Matty in general. When he didn't see Matty with the drug dealer he became confused, his delicate features crumpling up in a mess. Then he spotted Matty, grinding against a blonde tranny. He felt his face aflame with anger rather than lust as he stormed over there.
He finally felt a bit better as the song ended and Matty seemed to calm down. He mentally reminded himself not to give his flambouyant, midget lover any more of the X pills he had. Apparently Matty had a lower tolerancy for the stuff than did his own body. He went back to dancing again as a newer song came on and he bounced around in his happy bubble. Until he saw Matty dancing with yet another tranny. Elli felt tears stinging his blue eyes as he stormed over to his lover once again. He bit his lip and clenches his fists at his side, debating on what to do. The X had him feeling his emotions a hundred times more strongly than normal so his first instinct led to him bawling. In the middle of the disco floor, with makeup running down his face. He struggled to calm down enough to speak, all the pain and worry he'd been holding back flooding him. He grabbed Matty's shoulder and shook it roughly as he stood there, his face looking like a soaked Sephora counter.
"Matty! How could you?! I love you, you bumbling fool. And here you are dancing with all these other...other, homewreckers! Matthew James Sinclair, is my love not enough for you? Did you invite Angel here? God, Matty, you swore to me you'd never leave!" Elli was hysterical by now, not even realizing what he'd just admitted as he crumbled into a heap of bright colors, smearing makeup, and glitter in the middle of the dance floor.
He looked up at Matty, his true emotions showing through the X he'd taken. His face was a mask of sheer pain and torment. He looked more vunerable than anyone had seen him since his first boyfriend broke up with him in middle school. He felt the tears flowing down his face as the party seemed to continue around him. His blue eyes closed tightly against the achey feeling in his chest. All he'd ever wanted was to be loved, all he'd ever craved was something stable in such an unstable world. All he wanted was Matty. Anyone could hold his hand, make those fleeting pleas of lust. But only Matty could take him home, in the sense that only he held Elli's heart. And Elli couldn't bear to lose Matty. Gods how many times had he stayed up, restlessly worrying about what he'd do if he ever was left alone again. He couldn't bear the cold feeling of an empty bed, or the loneliness that came with no one to talk to. He might have been the most popular person in the packed room, but he'd never felt so vividly alone. WORDS; 829 TAGGED; Mattykins OUTFIT; Here!NOTES; Poor Elli just bared his soul for the world to see LYRICS; Crying At The Disco by Platinum Weird
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Post by matthew james sinclair on Aug 24, 2011 1:39:03 GMT -5
Matty was beyond fucked up at the current moment so he really was unaware of his surroundings and what he just did not to mention he had the bleached blonde trannie standing three feet away from his back while his hysterical lover was hissing and whining about shit he did which made him turn to Elli and stare at him glazy eyed.”Bloody Hell Elliot chill the fuck out for crisakes. I only danced with man not like I slept with him!”he yelled at his lover before he turned around and walked away from from as he was being followed by his enterouge towards the bar area.He was feeling starting to feel dizzy and had been trying to keep his balance up on the floor for the past several minutes until ‘Angel’ stepped out of no where and put his muscular arms around Matty’s waist to hold him up and moved him over to a bar stool and took his place right next to his side on another stool.”Matty,I really should take you home. You look like hell sweetheart.”said the Spanish ex lover then looked behind him through the crowd at a pathetic scene just to make sure the hazard was not walking over here and he was sure it would and a cat fight would break out but Angel knew he could take him if he wanted.
Minutes had passed when Matty finally came out of his dreamland to realize his ex was sitting next to him and he was surrounded by unfamiliar faces which freaked him out abit but he turned around to get a good look at Angel and glared at him.”Why are near me?Where the hell is my Skrink?”he demanded before taking off again across the room angrily to find his lover,praying to god nothing was wrong but from what he experienced he highly doubted it. The tall trannie was stalking him across the room but said nothing as Matty finally found Elli in a dark corner away from everyone.”Shit.”he thought to himself as he sighed before stepping closer to the blonde boy.”I have no idea if I should wave my white flag now or wait until you beat my head in since I don’t know the hell I did or what has happened in the past hour?”He said softly trying to keep himself from becoming whiny.
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[/color] here CREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. Don't remove the credit or I will find you. LYRICS someday - nickelback NOTES nope WORD COUNT 390[/center][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by elliot nathaniel merrick on Aug 24, 2011 2:19:23 GMT -5
AND THE SALT OF MY S I N S IS RESTING ON MY L I P Sand there's nothing like the taste of life When he finally got Matty's attention for more than ten seconds he got the opposite reaction of what he was expecting. He thought perhaps maybe Matty would be capable of loving him. But instead he got shouted at, cursed at, berated infront of his own party, and left to cry alone in the floor. He watched Matty's body fade into the blur of people and rubbed at his eyes, seeing the glittery makeup he'd worn spread across his knuckles. He felt two sets of hands grabbing either arm and dragging him back up onto his feet. He mumbled an apology to Christina for the scene he'd caused before he made his way aimless around the club, trying to find Matty. He thought maybe he'd just embarrassed Matty, though this wouldn't be the first time. He'd embarrassed his pint-sized lover more times than he could count. And had been reprimanded like the immature man-child he was.
He thought he would compose himself and then he'd apologize. Elli looked around for Matty and what he saw make his chest virtually collapse. Elli was standing with Angel and the scum-bag, drug-dealing whore's hands were around Elli's waist. The two were sitting side by side at the bar when Elli lost it completely. He felt his chest heave with the weight of the sobs ripping from his throat. He couldn't let everyone see him like this, god no he wouldn't let Angel see how badly he'd bruised Elli this time. And Matty had betrayed him. Matty had broken a promise.
His whole body felt hurt, then numb, then hurt again as he shoved past people. He found an abandoned corner in the club and just fell against the wall. He slid his body down until he was sitting down, his knees up against his chest and his head resting on them as he cried. No, if he was left it wasn't worth being alive anymore. He couldn't remember life before Matty and he sure as hell wouldn't think about life without him. Elli was like a balloon, if Matty wasn't holding his string, well he'd just float away.
Elli suddenly spotted movement through the blurry room and his tears. Elli's face looked like sheer torment as he spotted both Angel and Matty gone. He'd done it now, he'd been such a selfish fuck that'd he'd probably lost the only meaning he'd had in life. And then Matty appeared between the crowd, looking confused and as if he were searching for someone. Elli laid his head on his knees, having no more tears inside him to cry. He was a well run dry, useless and abandoned. He was vaguely aware of a shadow standing by him and he looked up slowly, seeing Matty standing there. He knew he had to look like hell right now, tears still running down his face.
'I have no idea if I should wave my white flag now or wait until you beat my head in since I don’t know the hell I did or what has happened in the past hour?'
"I saw you with Angel, Matthew. I saw his filthy hands all over you and you not giving a good damn and a half to try to get him off of you. Oh christ--did you just say you don't remember the last hour? M-M-Matty, oh I'm so sorry!" Elli jumped to his feet, grabbing Matty in a tight embrace.
He ran his hand up and down Matty's arm and took a deep breath to steady himself. As the colored disco lights started up and a techno love song began playing a half-smile appeared on Elli's face. He gently cupped Matty's chin with his hand and tilted Matty's face up, meeting him half way and kissing him with all the passion he'd been hiding all these years. Of course he and Matty had 'consumated' things plenty of times. But this, this was a kiss of love. He dropped his hand, grabbing Matty's waist and wrapping his arms around the smaller boy. When he broke the kiss he gently laid his head ontop of Matty's, feeling as though he'd been purged of every bad thing and made anew.
"Matthew, I need to tell you something very serious. Matty, my darling. I am in love with you, and not just the type of love we've had all these years. I've completely head-over-platform-heels fallen for you. I'm sorry I'm such a failure, that I'm such a dramatic problem child. I'm sorry I'm not mature as you, that I'm self and insecure. But Matty, I want you and only you. Matty, I just-- I realized tonight that there is no Elliot Merrick without Matthew Sinclair. And I promise if you're willing to try this with me, that I'll try my hardest to change. I love you, Skrod." Elli said in a rush, hoping it came out clearly enough, and bit his lip awaiting a response.
The two of them had to be quite a pair in the dark corner of the club. Elli a tall, thin, blonde mess and Matthew a short, red headed fire cracker. They were so totally opposite as Elli relied heavily on drugs and drama and Matthew was content to cook and do the 'womanly' duties. Elli was from pseudo-money and a family who didn't give a half a shit about him and Matthew came from classic trust-fund baby roots. But they were so utterly and totally perfect for one another. They were two peas in a pod, two halves of a whole. And Elli would have it no other way. WORDS; 948 TAGGED; Mattykins OUTFIT; Here!NOTES; Poor Elli is so love-sick he can't stand himself. LYRICS; Crying At The Disco by Platinum Weird
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Post by matthew james sinclair on Aug 31, 2011 0:48:10 GMT -5
Matty was truly at a loss right now because he had no idea what was going on honestly, he was aware that he was still in the club and some shit just went down with his ex Angel and apparently his boyfriend just confessed his love for him which was really effin weird for him right now not because he wasn’t happy about it but it was all way too much for him right now and it was making him wanna take a run for it. He had to take a step back from his tall man of a lover and shake his head before he could really form a response that would sound right to him and Elliot.”Elli,Skrinkles. I’m sorry I am really not sure what to say about this right now. I know this took a lot of guts for you to tell me but forgive me for having a hard time with it because just two days ago you were not even wanting to acknowledge what I was really to you?other then being your best friend and roomate.”he said while not really looking at him in the eyes because way too much was nawing at him but he refused to say all of what he wanted to say because it would would the blonde boy and that was the last thing he wanted to do.
Suddenly Matty was having trouble with his breathing and balance once again so he grabbed his lover’s hand and led him out of the crowd into a back room that was dark and damp but he reached over to the wall trying to get his feel for the room to find the light and switched it on finally before he plopped down on a black moth eaten love seat and looked down at his hands.”Elli I don’t think I’m feeling to well right now so can you please take me home? I don’t want to talk about anything anymore. I just want to sleep…”He said as he looked up at the other man with a glazed and blank look while his face was starting to turn to a pale white skin tone.
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[/color] here CREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. Don't remove the credit or I will find you. LYRICS someday - nickelback NOTES nope WORD COUNT 360[/center][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by elliot nathaniel merrick on Aug 31, 2011 22:35:19 GMT -5
AND THE SALT OF MY S I N S IS RESTING ON MY L I P Sand there's nothing like the taste of life When he stood there, finally trying to get a grasp of what was going on he noticed Matty looking very confused. His face crumpled like a used tissue and he seemed to visually sag at the unethusiastic tone in Matty's voice. Then that hurt slowly bubbled into a hot, boiling anger in his blood. He visually shrank back as Matty took a step away from him. When Matty refused to meet his eyes it was all he could to do hold himself together.
'Elli,Skrinkles. I’m sorry I am really not sure what to say about this right now. I know this took a lot of guts for you to tell me but forgive me for having a hard time with it because just two days ago you were not even wanting to acknowledge what I was really to you?other then being your best friend and roomate.'
And you know what they say, hell hath no fury like a drag queen spurned. Well, that's what Shakespear should have wrote. When Elli basically got smited there in the corner of the club he jerked his body away from Matty and turned to storm off. His loud, clomping foosteps got a few feet away before he turned. He couldn't do this in public, this was a---private matter. To be dealt with at home. So he faked the smiles, the laughs as though it were all some silly game and marched back over to Matty. He leaned down into Matty's face his own face a mask of anger and rage.
"Matthew James Sinclair, I will not embarrass you by kicking your ass in front of all these lovely people. But we will have something to talk about at home. Cheat on me with that fugly hothead and then sprun my affections. HA! I made you, Matthew, I can break you just as easily."Sheer venom dripped off of very word as Elli spoke, though with Matty being so fucked up he doubted the ginger caught it.
His bipolar moods kicked in as his face contorted in worry over James. When his hand was taken and he was drug to the back of the club, into a dingy room, he half hoped he was getting something done to him and half was just disgusted. When Matty said he didn't feel so good Elli wasn't sure whether to let the groveling drug addict pass out or whether to carry him home. In ten seconds flat Matty's illness had melted Elli's heart once again. As if he weresome sick yo-yo toy to be grabbed and disposed of at will. He looked at Matty and half-crouched so he was on eye level with his midget ginger. He looked at Matty's eyes and tried to feel his pulse. Immediately Elli went into full blown panic mode. A soft-puppy like whine escaped his throat and nose as he grabbed Matty tightly.
"Babydoll, I'm taking you to the hospital okay? Lover-La-Da, I think you're ODing as we speak. I'm taking you now. Please, please stay with me, okay Skroddle?" Elli's words were choked through with a sob just like the last time he'd dealt with Matty's overdose.
Elli grabbed Matty around the knees, gently lifting him up over his shoulder and carrying him towards the door. He wouldn't watch Matty come so close to death again, hell, he'd give up the drugs for good if it saved his lover-la-da's life. He made it to the car, gently setting Matty in the seat and double-checking his pulse. He threw off his high-dollar shoes, leaving them on the ground by the car as he shut Matty's door and raced to the driver's side. He yelled to one of the guys out front that he had an OD on his hands and was taking Matty to the hospital, to shut down the party immediately. He felt his throat seize up as sobs wracked his body and he drove towards the hospital. WORDS; 681 TAGGED; Mattykins OUTFIT; Here! NOTES; This thread is FIN! LYRICS; Crying At The Disco by Platinum Weird
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