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[amy jane moore]

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Absolutely shocking and hard to comprehend. Beyond belief, and an everlasting list of words could fit in to describe how the news about her marriage date being decided hit her. At first she wasn't ready to swallow it, thinking it to be only a joke but when the realization fell upon her, she found herself losing her senses, her mind was fogged with nothing but frustration. Her parents were the first to taste a bite of her temper but they made it clear to her that now there was no turning back. the date was decided for next week and wedding would take place on the decided date, there was no postponing. There was no further argument over it from her side because she knew she had no choices and didn't wanted to take any step or make a move that could hurt just not her parents but also Alan. She was trying hard to be careful, so that she wouldn't hurt anyone, and suave, to take in any compromise with her life for the sake of her dear parents happiness.


The other night she was a complete mess. she felt she was out of her mind. She was vulnerable and the other night she was rude towards Alan. The next morning she realized that was so awfully rude towards him and should apologize but she didn't have the time to do so. Her mother was going to drag her every day for shopping so they were set for the marriage. Amy had told her mother she wasn't going to take any responsibility of planning her own wedding because first of all she felt she was too young to hold such a responsibility on her little shoulders, secondly, she barely had any idea how to tackle it, thirdly, she was so not interested and lazy as hell. It was 2 am and she wasn't sleepy. Alan was online and they started chatting and she asked him to come over. She wanted to apologize, spend some time together with him because this whole week they were too busy to spend some time together and honestly she was kinda missing his company. Two months to get to know Alan who was a whole new person in her life wasn't enough. But she didn't have much time.

Alan would be here any minute. He was going to secretly sneak in from the window in to her room because she didn't want anyone to know that he was coming over. She didn't want anyone to know that. It wouldn't be considered to be nice or 'decent'. She went downstairs and looked everywhere just to make sure nobody was awake around this time so it was safe to have Alan in her room. She returned back and locked her room's door and opened the window. She hoped he was good with climbing walls, he sure looked very masculine and athletic. She put on her fav. song song of the day and sat on the couch, and lighted up a cigarette. She wasn't a regular smoking but she did smoke, especially when she was tensed, stressed out or depressed. There were tears rolling down her eyes as she thought about her life. It was getting her nowhere.. She threw away the cigarette when it over and threw it away in the corner where there were already three cigarettes laying. She needed to throw them away so nobody found out. She had to stop crying but she couldn't help herself. The music didn't soothed her, it made her feel more weak and vulnerable and she burst into tears, crying harder than ever.

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[alan anthony moore]

Confused and shocked were two of the thing on the top of the list of things Alan was after hearing the news about the date of his and Amy’s wedding, it was next week and that came to a very big shock to him. Sure he really liked Amy, and knew a lot more about her but that wasn’t enough. He knew he needed more time, more time that he wasn’t going to get and this was no joke either. Yes for once in his life he actually thought people were playing a trick on him, because at the time things really did seem a little to odd and hard to believe. It was no joke though, and there was no way to ever postpone the date when it was set, his parents and Amy’s were very hell set on that and the thought of it annoyed Alan. As an adult he would seem to think he would be able to make some decisions on his own, like when he wanted to actually be married but no. He was almost like a puppet to his parents, he had to listen to their every command and obey them. No matter how hard it was doing so at time, he was only human and he knew he was going to make mistakes in his life.

The other night was just a disaster, and he wasn’t surprised that it was either. Amy was in a bitter mood about the whole wedding idea, and she decided to take it out on him and was pretty rude. It actually did hurt a little bit, when all he tried to do was talk about this like reasonable people but she was to unhappy to, sighing a little bit he ran his fingers through his hair. All the shopping he was forced to do to, he was sure it was going to be the death of him. Closing his lap top, and pulling his shoes on he headed outside of his house to go to Amy’s. They were talking online and she asked him to come over, and of course he said yes. Getting in his car he headed over, deciding to park his car on the road by her house before heading over to her window looking up. He could hear the music playing and pulling his self up to her window he was very glad for his muscular body, it at least made it easy for him before he went into her room from her window.

The first thing he noticed was the small of cigarette smoke, being a smoker his self he found it easier to pick out the smell than a nonsmoker and looking to Amy he sighed. She was crying and he hated that, he hated when anyone cried no matter who you were. Walking over to her he did the only thing he could think of, he pulled her into a hug. “Everything will be alright” he whispered to her not even sure the truth behind his own words.

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Life was a stage of drama, and they were all the players. She had heard this many times and even read a poem based on it by Shake spear, who was one of her favorite but never took those wordings as seriously as today. She thought the lines in the books were just lines, and never turning into reality but when her life took such a step, she was forced to believe in book, fairy tales, basically anything since something that was the least expected or ever dreamed before, was about to happen in a week. She was getting married, her freedom was to be taken away and she feared to loose it. It was bugging her. Alan was such an amazing person, so decent, so sweet and just perfect while she was nothing, not even near to perfection. There were a lot of things she feared, of all of was having someone take away her freedom. Secondly, hurting Alan and thirdly, never been able to be the perfect girl he deserved to be with.

She was so lost in her thoughts that she didn't care that what if Alan came up and saw the cigarette's lying in the corner, what will he think? Nothing positive, for sure. She knew he was a smoker and he would smoke a whole packet but he was reducing on it. Which was a good thing. Amy, on the other hand wasn't a regular smoker. She would smoke once in a while, mostly when she was very stressed out, which she was. She heard sound from behind her, which she knew was Alan climbing up the window and then his footsteps. She tried to hide her tears from him. She had never cried to him before so this was the first time and it felt odd. She felt arms around her and she turned around and saw Alan sitting next to her. She looked away and wiped off the tears. There was no need of them. It would only worry him and she didn't wanted that. She had already gotten him upset the last night and all that she needed to do was fix it, and apologize. She quickly wiped her face and smiled at him. '' Oh, Alan. she turned and hugged him back. It was hard to hold back onto her sad emotions and tears but she was trying her best to do that and smile like everything was okay. He told her that everything will be okay but she knew the truth. Nothing could be changed to make their lives better. They had to move on with the compromise.

He had climbed up the wall and got into her room which was a big surprise for Amy. '' Aw, aren't you my superman?'' she grinned. She had never been so close to him, and never been in his arms so it was the first time and it felt good. '' I'm so sorry, I was such a bitch to you the other day. Your future wife sure a drama queen who knows how to over react. And you've every right to punish her.'' she joked. It was too hard to fight back tears but she was trying to fake it that she was happy, while honestly she had no idea. The packet of cigarette was placed in front of her on the table and so was the lighter but she didn't realize that she could get caught for it if he saw them

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[alan anthony moore]

Alan never had much freedom, he always listened to his parents and did what they told him to and hardly ever what he wanted which was the reason he was studying to be a literature teacher. That was just what they wanted him to be and he knew if they knew he smoked they would not be happy with him. The thing about it was it was just a good stress reliever and he use to smoke a lot more then he now did now, Amy said that he had to try and cut back and he took that word to heart. He only smoked up to five cigarettes a day now and some days even less than that and that was a good chance, he had less of a chance of getting caner now. Sure smoking in general wasn’t good though, but he didn’t really seem to actually care. He just thought he was going to die someday anyways, so speeding things up a little bit didn’t really matter much to him. He just knew his parents would be pissed, just holding Amy close to him h sighed a little bit.

He knew she was unhappy; he’d be surprised if she wasn’t with everything that was going on and their wedding coming up soon when either of them were ready. Heck he wasn’t too happy about it either, but there wasn’t really anything he could do about it since they couldn’t just go and change the date when it was already set. That just wasn’t allowed, “of course I’m superman. Kryptonite is my only weakness” he laughed a little bit before only hugging her a little closer to his body, “it’s alright hun. I understand why you were so unhappy, I mean with the wedding coming up soon it’s a good reason to be upset. There’s still so much to be done and I’m not sure if I’ll be ready, I’m pretty nervous about everything going on lately. Aren’t you?” he asked her looking at the cigarettes sitting down on the table, conformed his assumption. “I thought I smelled the smell of cigarettes, but what I didn’t know was that you smoked” he looked at her.

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She was trying to calm herself down. Crying wasn't going to help her out of the trouble. It was only to make her feel light heart once she had drained all the emotions out in the form of tears. But crying in front of Alan was only embarrassing and showing him her weaker side. She didn't wanted him tp pity on her. As he pulled her closer to himself she smiled, enjoying the closeness. Not everyday he pulled her closer to himself because it was always awkward but today she couldn't even sense awkwardness for an inch of it. He made her laugh with his joke. '' So does that make me kryptonite?'' she smiled. '' Is there anything you can't do?'' she questioned. He was perfection while she was... nothing but a mess. She had nothing figured out.She was confused and could never do anything right. He was good at swimming and now even climbing up walls. He was simply marvellous. '' I'm so freaking tensed. How will I ever walk down in that dress? How will I ever kiss you in front of everyone? How will I ever sleep next to you in your bed? We'll be sharing one room, one bathroom, and there wouldn't be any privacy.. gosh! All these thoughts are killing my brain cells. How will all go, have you ever thought of it? He noticed the cigeratte and pointed them out. She closed her eyes and covered her face with her hands , breaking the hug and moving away from him. This was the last thing she wanted anyone to find one. She couldn't control herself and broke into tears again, this time crying harder like before. '' Alan, I'm such a bad person. I'm just so stressed out. I can't control myself but I don't smoke the whole pack, just one or twice. '' she wiped her tears off again and looked at him. '' Be honest, if your parents and my parents wouldn't have forced us, and we had a choice to drop of this proposal, would you still want to be married to me? I mean.. you're just amazing but I feel like I don't deserve you. You deserve someone so much better than me. I'm nothing. ''

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[alan anthony moore]

Alan hated the fact she was crying, in fact he hated when anyone cried but the fact that Amy was crying right now was even worse since he cared about her a lot and in the short time he was sure he would continue only liking her more. He just kept her close in his arms trying to comfort her best he could, it wasn’t simple but he was slowly doing it from what he could see. “Hmm yes I do suppose that makes you kryptonite, and you are my kryptonite” he laughed a little bit looking at her. “Actually there are many things I can’t do, I just never do them since I can’t and when I think of a few of them I’ll tell you” he nodded his head a little bit. The whole idea of the wedding was a little hard to take but he was slowly getting through it, “I know I know Amy, I’m tense to and so nervous hoping and praying that nothing goes wrong. We both have a really good reasons to be nervous Amy, we really do” he sighed a little bit running his fingers slowly through his hair when she broke the hug and started crying again and this time harder. “I have thought of it yes and I came to the conclusion that sure we won’t know what we’re doing at first but we will figure things out, because being married isn’t supposed to be easy and I’m sure every couple had their issues and smoking isn’t a bad thing either. Remember I smoke, and I use to smoke a lot before cutting back so it isn’t an issue at all and yeah. To be honest I would want to still marry you Amy, because I do think you’re an amazing girl. Whether you believe that or not, and you do deserve me. Trust me I’m not that amazing, I’m flawed to because I’m human. I smoke, I drive too fast on the highway, I can’t keep a girlfriend and now I found myself getting married soon, I talk way too much, and there’s other things about me even still. I really am not that great” he shook his head.

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She wanted to stop crying but she was very much broken up tonight. It was hard to stop. She knew she was not only showing him the weaker side of hers but also worrying him which wasn't a good thing. He told her that she was his kryptonite and she chuckled. ''And you'll always and always be my superman Alan. '' she said and threw her arms around him once again and hugged him tightly. '' Life never really fails to surprise me. '' she sighed. There were so many things running through her mind. Her mind was fogging up every minute thinking of all those awkward moments that were yet to be faced but on their way. She smiled at him as he told her that there were a few things he couldn't do. According to Amy there wasn't anything he couldn't do. '' I can't talk in other languages, I cant climb walls, I'm afraid of heights. I can't get good grades in maths. I'm not good at anything. '' there was a long list of things she could point out but that was indirectly putting on a bad impression on Alan. She started to cry harder when he pointed out that he didn't know she smoked. it made her feel guilty. She told him that she didn't feel like she deserved him which was actually what she felt. He was so amazing and she was only a little mess. She always thought what if, there was a way out of this proposal, would he still want to be married to her or back out? For her, it was hard to figure out the answer. She was so used to have him around that she wanted to spend most of her time with him and if she didn't, she would miss him a lot. He was talking again and again and everytime he did that, he felt her speechless. '' You are perfect Alan and you will always remain perfect. So what if you smoke? we'll work on it. We'll quit smoking together. We shouldn't stress ourselves. It's not fair. Drive fast? '' she rose her eyebrow at him and wiped her tears off. ''Never you do that again Mister. You don't need a girlfriend. You've me. I don't know why. I'm so confused. I say that you don't deserve me but I can always picture you with myself. What do you call this, Alan? '' she didn't know what it was but it was driving her insane. ''Yes, we'll work it out. In your and my ways, we'll come up with something, but promise me, I'll always have my freedom? I may be a puppet for my parents but I want it to be different between us. I want us to be like everything for each other. You would never hide anything from me. You would never lie to me. You would never and ever . . . break my heart.'' this time she was the one talking and talking. ''And I promise, I'll never treat you like our parents treat us. There will be no secrets from my side from you even if they are the most embarrassing things, I'll tell you. I'll never lie to you and break your heart. I'll always keep your trust. '' she said and wiped off her tears. She made all the promises tonight and was always going to hold onto them till the end. ''And I promise, that, I'll stop crying and being all so emotional now before I make you cry. '' she chuckled, wiping her tears off once and again and hugged him tightly. '' Hold on I'll be back.'' she remembered about something. She got up and made her way out of her room before unlocking the door. She had brought a little dog was him the other day thinking he liked pets so they should have a little dog of theirs but until they got married, it was all his. She picked up the little dog from the basket and made her way back to her room quickly. She had the little dog, in her arms as she walked into her room and shut the door behind and locked it. ''Guess what I got for you. A little dog. '' she made her way towards him and sat on the bed, motioning him to come over as she settled down on the bed. She sat down with the dog in her lap. She patted on it's ears. The dog was half asleep and half awake. '' So this is now, our little baby. But yours until we get married. And we have yet to name him. '' she looked at Alan and smiled. She had to pull herself out of tears and the best way was to keep them distracted.

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[alan anthony moore]

Alan hated that she was crying, seeing her cry really did worry him since he hated when people he cared about cried and he cared about Amy a lot. “If I’m Superman what does that make you my dear” he smiled at her wiping a few of her years away as well, it was the least he could to try and be the caring person he was. “You know life is always full of surprises, even though sometimes the surprised that life hands you isn’t always good it has it’s ways of making things turn out alright in the end. That’s why we live each day, we want to know what the next day will bring” he looked at her nodding his head a little bit. “I can talk in Italian, I can clearly climb walls, and I’m not afraid of heights because I’ve been on roller coasters and air planes many times. Oh and I’m also very good in math” looking at her when she cried harder he frowned a little bit. He did feel like she deserved him, because he thought she was such a great girl and that he was very lucky to have her. “I’m glad you think I’m perfect, but I’m far from it because like you I’m only human and I’m very flawed. That’s just how life is though, nobody is perfect and I’d love to stop smoking somehow. It’s terrible on the lungs and I have been trying, it’d be good to have you to help me to stop. Maybe then I’ll actually be able to, and I’m also very happy to have you Amy. I hope you know that, and you know if you picture me with you, that means that you see yourself with no one else but me. At least that’s what I think, because I can’t see you with anyone else but me now. I don’t want to be with anyone else to, I just can’t seem to see it any other way” he smiled hugging her close. “Yes you will always have your freedom, I’ll never keep you locked behind closed doors. You are always free to live your life the way you’d want to live it, no secrets and no lies. Your heart is safe with me, and it will always be safe with me never broken. Yes please do stop crying, I hate seeing anyone cry and even more so when it’s you” he looked at her confused when she stood up but nodded when she walked away. When she came back with the dog he was surprised, but very happy. He did tell her many times he loved animals, and would love to have a dog and now he did. Standing he walked over to the bed sitting down, “our dog” he smiled at that word. He was theirs, not his, not hers, but theirs. “Hmm we should decide a name for him then” he said before thinking.

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'' I'm your kryptonite. Oh wait, I'm also my superman's wife. '' she grinned. He wiped her tears off and she sniffed. Her nose had turned red. she was sure she was looking funny. She ran her finger under her nose and hugged him back. He had always been better at talking than herself. She found it too hard to explain things but words came out of his mouth so beautifully, and set in perfectly. They made perfect sense all the time and whenever she got to do talking, Funny part was that they were both very talkative, which was annoying to others but perfectly fine to them. It was like they were always trying to give each other a competition in fast talks. '' You really should be a professor some day. You're so good with all this talking. '' he told her of all the things he could that she couldn't and she pouted her lips. '' Roller coaster? wow. I have never dared to sit on any. But if you come with me, maybe I'll take a ride and overcome my fear. Airplanes don't really scare me though at times I do get a little sick. Maths and I are die hard enemies. You'll need to be my tutor and help me out with everything related to maths. I'm a sucker at it. '' maths was the worst freaking subject ever. She would work hard a lot but never do any better at it. She picked up the cigarette box and tossed them in the dustbin and did the same with the lighter. ''There, smoking can go to hell. '' she knew she had to give up on it and she was going to do it with him. '' No Alan, you're perfect and will always be perfect for me. Don't argue with me. You know you will loose. '' she joked. It was strange how she found herself to be a messy little girl and him to be perfect and never thought that she deserved him but at the same time always pictured him to be with her all time. He told her that he couldn't see her with anyone either so they were both of the same page, and both even. '' You know when you aren't around, I miss you so much, I can't even tell. If I don't meet you once in a day, it makes me upset cause I'm missing you. It's like you're a drug I'm addicted to, like I'm obsessed with you. What is this?'' she looked him in the eyes and wondered. She never felt this way for Reed. He promised her that she will have her freedom. He would never lie to him, he would always be honest to her and never break his heart. He promised her that he wouldn't lie to her and she promised him the same. '' Your heart will always be safe with me too. No secrets and no lies.'' she smiled before hugging him once again and walking out of her room. She brought with her his little gift which was a puppy and placed it on the bed. He sat next to her and told her that it was 'THEIR' dog. Her heart skipped a beat. He was so sweet. '' Yes, our dog.''She felt like her heart almost melted. It made her want to do something affectionate to wards him but she didn't know why and what. Before she knew words escaped their way out of her mouth. ''Alan Kiss me tonight. her eyes looked at him as she waited, wondering why she said that. There was something that made her feel very different to wards him. She bite her lips nervously while her eyes looked into his. She looked down and coughed, maybe a change of topic was better. ''Umm.. I mean.. yes, we do need think of a name. I've no idea. '' her ears turned Scarlett and she wished he didn't hear what she said. Sometimes she had no idea what slipped out of her mouth but there was something, some sort of a spark and a chemistry and she couldn't put her finger on it.

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“Oh my how in the world does that happen, I didn’t know Superman’s kryptonite was also his wife. That’s impossible” Alan faked his shock with a smile, Amy’s rose was starting to turn red from her crying and that made him frown wishing he could do something to stop her tears for good. He hated her crying to the point it really did upset him, “let’s start with high school and work my way up. Literature teacher, although I really seem to wonder what kind of teacher I’ll, I could end up being that strict teacher no one likes or the very hard to pass teacher because of the fact that I always seem to talk too much and it could be too hard for the class to keep up with what I’m saying and that could be a bad thing” he laughed and nodded. “I love roller coasters because to me they are so much fun, and air planes are so amazing although on this one trip to England I saw this girl and I ended up falling on top of her. I was terrible and I was only ten” he shook his head before continuing. “Math is so easy for me though, it’s just numbers really and I find nothing hard with that. If you need help though, just ask me I’ll be sure to help you out” he watched her throw her cigarettes and lighter away before pulling out his own pack of cigarettes and his lighter to tossing them in the trash as well. “Step one of us stopping for good, and fine I’m perfect I give. Just because I don’t want to argue though” he frowned a little bit, he refused to believe it though. “You miss me when I’m not around and can’t stand to be away from me for even a day because if upsets me. It’s almost like I’m a drug to you, you’re addicted to me” Alan was thinking now and he couldn’t seem to figure it out. “I sometimes seem to be the same way, and to be honest I don’t what it is. I can’t seem to think of what it could be, I never felt that way before” he said it truthfully to her, and he was glad that she wouldn’t like to him to. Hearing her next few words, and those four words he blinked. She wanted him to kiss her, “you want me to kiss you?” he asked looking at her shaking his head. “I mean uh, I like Bandit, Harley, Angus, Bradley, Cooper, any name really works” he looked down quickly. He actually wouldn’t mind kissing her, he was going to marry her soon and to be honest. Kissing her was really pretty nice.

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Amy laughed. Their stories were impossible. '' Well, it's not really impossible. It's our story and our story can be different, original and be the way we want it to be. '' she smiled. She laughed with him. He was good at joking and making her laugh when she was on the verge of crying again. '' Don't you think you're too hot to be a teacher? You know the highschool girls are a little freaking, like totally boy crazy. I used to be one of them in my years of highschool and I used to like my gym teacher but I wouldn't be pleased at all if girls have their eyes locked at my future husband. So I say it's better if you become a Professor right away, because the students of University or College are much more mature than highschool and would have a little shame to maintain distance from you keeping it in their mind that you're already married.'' she was starting to grow slightly possessive of Alan already and it was natural. He told her that on his trip to England he fell on this girl and she narrowed her eyes, not liking what she just heard but when he said he was only ten she felt relieved. ''Good that you were only ten when you fell over that girl. '' she said, throwing in the slightest hint that she wouldn't be very pleased if something was like that had happened recently. '' After the wedding, I'm sitting on the roller coaster with you. Let's see if I can overcome my fear or not. Oh wait, will we be going to honeymoon?'' she asked. She hadn't heard her parents talk about that and it was weird why they didn't. It was kind of awkward to ask that but like always, things slipped out of her mouth before she actually realized what she said. ''Only numbers for you. It's hell for me. More like torture and I apprieciate that you're ready to help me. oh and remember you've to each me swimming as well. Gosh Alan, I've so much to learn from you, doesn't that make you a teacher already?'' she grinned. He was always going to be perfect for her, no matter what. He tossed his lighter and box into the dustbin as well and she smiled at him. ''Oh that's because you fear that you'll loose this argument . '' she stuck her tongue out at him and her fingers gently brushed onto his hair and tugged them behind his hair. He needed a hair cut but she decided not to point that out. He repeated the same words she told him about how she felt towards him, He was truly turning into a drug fir her that she was addicted to, more like an obssession and she had never felt like this before either. '' Same here. '' she said. He was so adorable, so nice and kind. He gave her butterflies in her stomach and her heart would skip a beat every time he said something that made her feel special.

She didn't know why but she wanted to do something affectionate towards him and kissing was the only thing that crossed her mind. Last time, but for the first time they kissed was at their first romantic date when he asked her out and it was her who kissed him and he didn't bother kissing her back. All he did was tell her that he liked it. She found it to be overwhelming and embarrassing that everytime she had to make a move, why wasn't he bothered to do that? He said he did like her then why wouldn't he let her know that by some physical actions? sometimes it was important to act than talk. Actions spoke better than words. It made her feel even more worse when he asked her shaking his head if she wanted him to kiss her. She placed her hand on her face, covering it up, she shook her head. Her face was burning with redness. She didn't know how to respond back.''You don't have to.. its okay.'' why, why, why? why wouldn't he want to kiss her on his own, instead of her demanding for it. She looked up at him and pulled herself over the bed and hugged her knees, resting her chin on them. she was slightly disappointed. She tried not to display her disappointment so she tried smiling. Name for their dog? perhaps it could be the combination of both of their names? was a weird idea but amy was full of such ideas. ''How about a unique name? we can come up with a combination of our names!'' she suggested. ''Let's see, Alan and Amy hmm.. Almy? Lamy? Alam? umm.. I like Alam but harley and brandit. '' she shrugged.

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template @ nora of secrets! dont steal biatches! lyrics : in my veins by andrew belle. tagged one is Alan aka lizzie. notes : yay another thread! this will be emotional, but hopefully romantic too. they really do need some of those bits. [/i]

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[alan anthony moore]

“Hm yes this is very true, our story can be as odd as we want it to be and it wouldn’t matter to us because it’s our story but let’s get this straight. There is totally flying monkeys in our story alright, just because it would make our story interesting and flying monkeys are so cool” Alan nodded like it was the most obvious thing in the world.”Hm well alright, if that’s how you see it I suppose I can be a college professor instead of a High school teacher. High school students are very immature yes, I do remember this and to be honest I was sometimes one of those people. I would make faces at the back of my teachers head when he annoyed me in some way. I would just roll my eyes at him and sometimes it actually did get me in trouble, and what’s this about a gym teacher. Must I start talking about my pretty cute Spanish teacher I use to have, I had a huge crush on her” Alan was only joking right now. In fact he didn’t even take Spanish, but knew the Spanish teacher was cute from his friends who did in High school.

No actually Alan took German, “mind you I actually took German in high school so I had no idea what the Spanish teacher looked like but I did hear she was a cute teacher” he nodded. “Yeah I was ten and it was a trip with my parents, she was a sorta cute girl and I had time to talk to her throughout the time I was there” he shrugged a little bit when she moved some of his hair behind his ear. Hr was hoping to get a haircut pretty soon, “you know I’m planning on getting a hair cut soon because I have a feeling my hair is getting to long and annoying. Having it a little shorter wouldn’t hurt” he shrugged looking at her, he was falling more for her each day and he knew it. Talking to her was easier now, and it was almost to the point that he really enjoyed talking to her and looked forward to talking to her too. He really liked seeing her too, and not seeing her for more than a day sometimes just drove him nuts. Shaking his head when she continued speaking he sighed, “no I want to kiss you” he said before he walked over to the bed sitting down by her. “Hmm I like Alam or Harley” he muttered before looking at her lips, and that’s when he kissed her.

(Note: it's short and sucky, I'm tired though)