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Post by nicko on Oct 16, 2011 9:01:24 GMT -5
 Nickolas John Castillo•••Is anyone home? Chapters:
•••About Me
•••To Be Added
•••To Be Added Hello, Hello?
Just pick up the phone! &&&
credit for this layout goes to Paigels!
She worked hard, so no stealing!
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Post by nicko on Oct 16, 2011 9:09:27 GMT -5
Hello, Hello?Hi, diary. No, journal. What would you rather be called?
Oh, listen to me, babbling on with my pen, asking you questions when you're an inanimate object. Anyways. Yeah, this is about me.
OK, my name's Nickolas, but I like to be called Nicko. I'm eighteen and I'm gay. I don't know if my brothers (two of them, seventeen and nineteen) know, but I certainly haven't told them. I'm finishing my last year in school as a senior and I HATE it. I wish that they would teach us something BEARABLE instead of it being all "this is your last year, you need to pass it to become successful". I don't know what I want to be when I leave, so I'll get back to you on that one.
Another important thing is that I have a best friend. He's a guy- and you've probably guessed it. I know I'm completely in love with him. If whoever's reading this is thinking, Hang on, he's eighteen, he can't know- well I do. Because I want nothing more than to be with him, holding him, loving him forever and ever until I die. So there.
The only problem is that he's straight, like any other sensible guy is. I really want to tell him how I feel (I think he's like the only person who doesn't know) but I can't because he'd hate me. And if it's a choice between him never speaking to me and me getting to talk to him every day and hugging him and getting to just see him (which makes me happy) then I know which one I'll choose.
Anyway. I guess I've done enough rambling. I can't tell you who my best friend is yet because what if someone reads it, but when I get a lock or something then I will.
Hello, Hello?
Nicko!
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