reneenaya lynette koss
" i'm an emotionial basket case and i've been a cutter for years. " [/center]
CAUTION:Handle with care
Posts: 16
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Post by reneenaya lynette koss on Jan 17, 2012 2:02:50 GMT -5
Nightinggale,Tell me your tale [style=width: 150px; height: 100px; background-color: 922e35; text-align: justify; padding: 8 8 8 8px; line-height: 100%; color: 000000; font-family: arial; center; padding: 10 10 10 10px; overflow: auto; border: 5px solid #ffffff;] TAGGED:Ryan
WORDS:570
OUTFIT:here
NOTES:sorry this took so long.
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[/style][/td][td] [atrb=border,0,true] Reneenaya hated living in Lipton more then any other place she’d ever lived because it was too far away from her little sister Katie and she had to live with her dreadful bitch of a mother but at least her step father was nice to her yet that was another story.Today was an important business day for Lorrayne Beck so she cleared the house and told her daughter not to return until that evening which made Naya only roll her eyes and take her allowance to see a movie or something at the mall anything to get away from that old cow! It took less than twenty minutes for her to get dressed into a pair of old raggedy cut off denim jeans, a white lacey tank top and a pair of white flip flops with her leather jacket thrown over it to cover up the long jagged scars that ran down both of her wrists but decided to wear her hair down today to cover up the most recent cut on her shoulder. She was hardly in the mood to have one of the maids questioning her nor her step father Rai who adored her but he’d lecture her to no end which just made infurated her more.
She grabbed the keys to Rai’s black dodge ram and stalked out the front door heading towards the vehicle and jumped in the driver’s seat, even though she only had her driver’s permit she still got away with driving whatever car she wanted as long she did not break the law or crash. She drove down main street that led to the mall a few minutes later but it took her some time to gather all of her belongs to place them in her black messenger bag then slung it over her left shoulder and winced when it the deep cut."Ow!"she muttered before walking towards the mall once again leaving the truck behind and locked.
Reneenaya was glad that no one really knew who she in this town because it meant all of her secrets were still safe at least for now. She was kicked out of her old school for snapping on a fellow student for bullying her about her cutting and her eating disorder all before she was locked up in a mental hospital for a year for all of her problems by her whore of a mother but when she was released she got to spend some time with her real family which was her father,step mother and baby sister Katie whom was her heart and soul. She frowned and opened the front door of the mall to walk by a bunch of stores, seeing her mother's clothing line in the front window and glared at it silently as kept on walking.
Finally she decided it was time to stop wondering around and get something to eat and maybe some coffee at the food court, the eyes of strangers watching her made her nervous but it more out of Paranoia when she ordered her lunch at starbucks and took a seat next to an older gentlemen as another catching her eye, he had ran into someone and spilled his coffee on himself she frowned and sighed before getting up to head towards him."Um Excuse me? I don't mean to pry but i just saw what happened and was wondering if you are okay?"She said kindly but rather quietly.
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reneenaya lynette koss
" i'm an emotionial basket case and i've been a cutter for years. " [/center]
CAUTION:Handle with care
Posts: 16
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Post by reneenaya lynette koss on Jan 18, 2012 3:58:31 GMT -5
Nightinggale,Tell me your tale [style=width: 150px; height: 100px; background-color: 922e35; text-align: justify; padding: 8 8 8 8px; line-height: 100%; color: 000000; font-family: arial; center; padding: 10 10 10 10px; overflow: auto; border: 5px solid #ffffff;] TAGGED:Ryan
WORDS:348
OUTFIT:here
NOTES:sorry this took so long.
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[/style][/td][td] [atrb=border,0,true] Reneenaya watched a group of girls pass by to end up making a loud huff noise and glared at their backs before turning her gaze back towards the man and nodded as she shook his head.”Good.I swear people these days have no respect for anyone else but themselves it really irks me.”she said then realizing that she was ranting on to a complete stranger which embarrassed her and made her cheeks turn red and moved her a hand through her dark brown hair nervously then sighed once more.”Forgive me for my ranting people just make me angry but umm”she said once more apolijectly and reached her hand out again to take the man’s hand into hers.”let’s start over. My name is Reneenaya but you can just call me Nay.”she added finally as she shook his hand again before letting go.
There were some things Naya was not usually so good with and that was dealing with people,it did not matter if they were her age or not she lacked the people skills however today she was already irritated with the world and was half looking for someone else that maybe actually kinda understood how she felt. She seemed to have some sort of luck when she ran into this fellow whom seemed just as off of as she was and it did not hurt that he was actually pretty darn cute when she finally stopped to look at him. She looked at Ryan up and down without trying to be too obicious which she was probably failing at too but he had pretty blue eyes and a handsome face,those lips of his made her curious to what it would be like to kiss them then she blushed all over again.
She glanced over her shoulder to see a empty table in front of starbucks and decided it was time to help make the guy's day at least somewhat better."Since you lost your coffee do you mind if i bought you another one and maybe a bagel or something?I was on my way over to starbucks anyways."Reneenaya said sweetly.
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reneenaya lynette koss
" i'm an emotionial basket case and i've been a cutter for years. " [/center]
CAUTION:Handle with care
Posts: 16
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Post by reneenaya lynette koss on Jan 19, 2012 23:49:08 GMT -5
Nightinggale,Tell me your tale [style=width: 150px; height: 100px; background-color: 922e35; text-align: justify; padding: 8 8 8 8px; line-height: 100%; color: 000000; font-family: arial; center; padding: 10 10 10 10px; overflow: auto; border: 5px solid #ffffff;] TAGGED:Ryan
WORDS:304
OUTFIT:here
NOTES:Replies are kicking my ass tonight.sorry this one is blah!
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[/style][/td][td] [atrb=border,0,true] Why was it whenever an attractive guy got even in the same room with Reneenaya that caused her to act like a total imbecile??It could be the small fact she’s never actually been involved with one or because she’s never been kissed since she’s stupidly shy and awkward around them the opposite sex tend to be repelled by such things. She frowned to herself at her own thoughts of self-pity before turning back to Ryan and smiled kindly then nodded to his introduction.”It’s really nice to meet you Ryan.”she said finally wanting to mentally slap herself for the ‘really’ on that for sounding like an idiot AGAIN!
Even in a situation like this she still always managed to get insecure of some sort for whatever reasons but as of right now it was all from own self rejection. She could not help but bite back down on her lip as she listened to him agree to have coffee with her and what’s this??Was she delusional or did he just ask her out on a date? She tried not to look to silly with the expression on her face as she battled with the thoughts in her head before finally letting herself be 'gathered'mentally before answering him to sound like a total twit. Instead she found him walking away to get a table and shook her head once again and sighed."What the fuck just happened?"she asked herself.
Nay watched the male walk across the food court over to a table before joining him at Starbucks."Um,i have no idea what that was but um i would like to have lunch with you or something if you still wanted to??"she said to him before turning her back on him to order their coffee and a small pastry for herself forgetting to ask how he even took his.
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reneenaya lynette koss
" i'm an emotionial basket case and i've been a cutter for years. " [/center]
CAUTION:Handle with care
Posts: 16
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Post by reneenaya lynette koss on Jan 25, 2012 23:35:34 GMT -5
Nightinggale,Tell me your tale [style=width: 150px; height: 100px; background-color: 922e35; text-align: justify; padding: 8 8 8 8px; line-height: 100%; color: 000000; font-family: arial; center; padding: 10 10 10 10px; overflow: auto; border: 5px solid #ffffff;] TAGGED:Ryan
WORDS:243
OUTFIT:here
NOTES:sorry this one sucks
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[/style][/td][td] [atrb=border,0,true] Reneenaya spun around to find the handsome man behind her then smiled shyly over at him as she nodded before handing him a grey tray with two pastries and their coffees ontop of it.”Do you mind carrying this for me? It’s bit heavy for me.”she asked him politely then turned around to pay the cashier an extra three dollars for a a cream cheese bagel since when she was nervous she actually ate more then she usually did but even then she obsessively counted the calories in the food and beverages that came with that particular meal yet not that It really mattered since she was weighing so light these day. She finally looked at him and asked him to follow her to another table right outside Wendy’s in the food court just because the table sat right behind a bush for a little more privacy which is what she wanted at the current moment.
A few short moments later she sat down in a chair and waited for Ryan to sit down then get comfortable while wondering if he felt as award as she did but she was enjoying the company even if had been for just a short time.”I hope the coffee is good and if you want one of the pastries please help yourself.”She said sweetly as she ran a hand through her hair then picked up her own coffee and the bagel and began to nibble on it quietly.
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priscilla jane brandon
" i am on the run because i killed a man after i seduced him. " [/i]
I'll steal your love Like a thief
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Post by priscilla jane brandon on Feb 1, 2012 1:58:30 GMT -5
DEAD thread
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