keep me in mind - NIV/REN

[gracie ava winter]

----- how come all the pretty girls like you are taken baby . i've been looking for someone like you to save me

LIFE'S TO EASY TO BE SO COMPLICATED
TAKE YOUR TIME AND I'LL BE WAITIN'

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arwen had been sitting in her room all day since she gotten up from her sleep. she had been sitting on the bed for some time, i mean, waiting for her brother, niv. Arwen really didn't have much, i mean, there was niv, and noah, and her best friend. but other than that, no one was allowed in her little bubble. she kept herself save, and far away from everyone, fearing that everyone would do something to her of course. she fiddled with her fingers, as she sat on her bed, staring blankishly at the wall. Her eyes darted to the door, and back to the window, making sure no one was trying to get into her room. She moved quickly, to the tv, turning it on. She feared probably everything that was in this world, but that was because she felt everything, and everyone could hurt her. Arwen's blue eyes stared at the television carefully, watching her favorite show ' spongebob square pants'. She might be considered childish to some, but this was the way her life was. Spongebob, safe things, pillows, and her brother, and noah. she never went outside her bubble, she never tried new things, or did anything that would be harmful to her.

Arwen now have been waiting for about twenty minutes for her brother, which meant her anxious feelings was kicking in, by now. she was always worried about things, and her brother. she sighed, and looked at her cell phone, looking to see if her brother had called or texted her at all. but nothing. now she was worrying if something had happened to him, or something. Arwen sighed, and then flipped her cell phone open, and, looked to her messages. she then texted one to her brother.

' are you okay? did something happen? i mean, it's twenty minutes, and your still not here.'

she then moved her thumbs fiddling with them, trying to keep herself busy. she moved her eyes to the television staring at the show. she smiled, and then laughed a tad. she did love this show, i mean, come on now. who thought of a sponge living in a pineapple down in the ocean? no one. she laughed, and then her eyes slowly moved to her cellphone. not even noah had texted her yet. she sighed. once again, she felt lonely, and depressed. where was her brother? now, he was about thirty minutes late, and again, her worrying kicked in. Arwen sighed, and then, moved to the head of her bed, laying down, and putting her feet up comfortably, as she kicked her shoes off her feet. she looked at the window, and then turned to the door, making sure that everything was okay. she then moved her blue eyes back to the show, actually determinded to pay attention to the show, and not the fact that her brother was thirty five minutes late.


---- keep me in mind, somewhere down the road you might get lonely ----

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[nivek alestaire diesira]

SOMETIMES I FIND IT HARD
• to believe there's someone else who could be •
JUST AS MESSED UP AS ME

Nivek was woken up by a car horn honking loudly as it drove by. His brown eyes snapped open and he sat upright. A hand was pressed to his chest as he struggled not to have an anxiety attack. Early in the mornings tended to be the worst for skittish Nivek since his father's rages were normally worst in the wee hours whenever he came home from a over-the-road trip. Though once Nivek was sure he wasn't back in those days, he slowly calmed down. Nivek stretched out his arms and yawned before turning to roll over. As he laid back down he slung his arm out and felt something in the bed next to him. Nivek's eyes slowly opened and he could barely make out the blurry form of someone next to him. Confusion erupted on his face as he sat back up and fumbled around for his glasses.

His slender fingers felt the cold, plastic frame of his glasses and he slipped them on his face. After giving his eyes a few seconds to adjust to the dark he was horrified at what he saw. Enver was asleep in the bed next to him, shirtless with his arm hanging over the edge of the bed. Worse yet he realized he wasn't in his own bed. He was in Enver's bed. Nivek gave a shocked little 'meep' of a noise before he attempted to quickly untangle himself from the sheets and get out of the bed. Nivek, being the klutz he was, hadn't properly untangled his leg from the sheet before he panicked and attempted to bolt. He felt a tug around his ankle before hitting the floor. He swore loudly as his nose made contact with the 3" step leading from the dropped area where Enver's bed was up to his computer area. Nivek's ears made a rushing noise and he tasted the coppery taste of blood in his mouth. His hand went up towards his mouth and realized the blood was coming from his nose.

Nivek shook his leg violently, trying to get his foot lose. With the pain and not being able to get his leg loose paired with the shame of being in bed with his best friend an anxiety attack quickly loomed in his brain. Then he heard a loud swear in a Dutch accent and footsteps coming from behind him. Enver was there, pulling him to his feet. Fussing at him for bleeding all over his wooden floors, checking on him. He felt a strong hand pushing his head up, a white t-shirt shoved under his nose. Enver was now soothing him, telling him something that sounded like static to Nivek. Then hands were guiding him to the computer chair, shoving on his shoulders until he sat down. Enver's blurry face swam into view and his mind began to grasp the words he heard. Enver was telling him something about his glasses being broken. Nivek furrowed his brow and winced at the pain in his nose.

"I'm sure they'll be fix-able. Niv, are you listening? What happened? Did you have a nightmare? Shit, it's gonna take me forever to get this blood cleaned up. I believe your nose is either badly banged or broken, not sure." Enver's soothing voice lulled Nivek out of his panic.

"Enver, I--we..did we? I'm so sorry, Enver!" Nivek began crying softly, the shivering jarring his nose.

"It's blood, it can be cleaned up. Oh shit, you didn't think we? Christ, Nivek! You were having a nightmare and I crashed in here with you! You got plastered at the club last night!"

Nivek's eyes widened and he stuttered out something incomprehensible. He blushed at the touch of Enver playfully poking him in the shoulder. How could he have possibly thought they'd... Of course! He vaguely remembered now. Nivek moved the white shirt as he felt the blood clotting. Nivek gave a shy smile to his best friend who was sitting on his butt cracking up. Nivek's hand fumbled for his glasses, confusion back on his face. Enver's fingers brushed his as he handed over the broken glasses. Nivek felt electricity as their skin bumped. Niv blushed again and his fingers deftly found the tape dispenser on the desk. He wrapped several layers of tape around the middle of the glasses to hold them together before slipping them on his face. When his eyes adjusted again Enver was peering at him and trying not to crack up. He figured he looked a mess.

Enver held out his hand and pulled Nivek to his feet. Nivek stumbled slightly at first then carefully picked his way over Enver's dirty floor to his bathroom. Nivek flipped on the light and nearly gasped at his face. His face and the front of his black shirt was covered in blood. He also noted his black pants were coated in blood, too. He sighed softly and opened Enver's medicine cabinet to get a washcloth. After carefully scrubbing his face of the blood he was unsure what to do about his clothes. Enver stood in the doorway and smiled at Nivek, holding a pair of black jeans and a grey/white plaid shirt in his hands. Nivek gratefully took the clothes, mentally questioning why Enver had them, and closed the door. After he changed he came back into Enver's room to see the light was on. He looked over at the digital clock on the night stand and grabbed his chest. It was two thirty... in the afternoon. He quickly began grabbing his stuff as Enver watched him with curiousity.

"ENVER, HOW WAS IT SO DARK?! IT'S TWO IN THE AFTERNOON. Ohmygod, so late to meet Arwen back at the house. Ughh, she's going to kill me. Thanks for letting me crash here, En, but I gotta go. I'll call you later, kay?" Nivek said in a rushed panic as he grabbed his stuff and bolted for the door.

He drove well over the speed limit to get to his house as quickly as possible. As soon as he arrived he realized he'd somehow grabbed one of Enver's bracelets by accident in the rush. He grabbed his cigarettes from the passenger seat and his lighter, lighting up a cigarette and grabbing a unopened can of Red Bull from the backseat. He got up the steps as quickly as possible and unlocked the multiple locks in his front door. He had to have them all installed after Arwen moved in, though right now they were more of an issue than a help. He heard the familiar sounds of Spongebob coming from Arwen's room. Nivek didn't bother to check his face in the mirror as he slowly made his way to the room. He rapped on the wall, then the doorframe to let her know he was home.

"Arwen, sweetie, I'm so sorry. I ended up crashing at Enver's place last night. He's got those damn blackout panels on his windows and I slept until just a few minutes ago. Please, please forgive me." Nivek's face was a black and purple mess and his nose still showed signs of dried blood underneath. He looked like hell.

TAGGED ! Arwen/Brig Ladada
WORDS ! 1223
OUTFIT ! Brothers & Sisters
LYRICS ! sometimes by skillet
TEMPLATE ! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION
NOTES ! Noneee.