Post by arwen winter diesira on Jan 30, 2012 21:42:35 GMT -5
Arwen had lied her way out of so much lately with Niv, her only family left that she seemed to have. But lately, so much of Niv had really seemed to get on her nerves, and sometimes, she just needed to escaped from that. But, truthfully, her and noah hadn't been good since the baby was even figured out about, and it's been scaring the crap out of Arwen that her love didn't want to talk to her, or barely see her. She had been so low, lately, that nothing seemed to make her feel better anymore. Arwen had been low on friends, and even someone to talk about her feelings, with Niv so caught up with Enver, and Adele, and everything else, she didn't feel like even bothering her. It was a night like this that she came across Viktor and his 'family' at the park. Arwen had seemed to be captivated by how they were a family, and how she had longed for one of those, again, for some time. She didn't want to replace anyone in her life, just someone to fill the hole in her life without Noah or Niv.
Arwen had one of those nights that she needed someone to just, basically talk too. So she took her dark blue blackberry out of her pocket, and texted Viktor. " Hey, I was just wondering if you weren't busy, maybe you could meet me at the lake. I know it's sort of late, but night time is your thing. If you're busy, that's fine too. No stress." She sent the message, and closed her phone. But even before she got the answer, she walked out of her room, and walked down the path. Her eyes looked back and forth. She told Niv that her and Noah had a date, and she was sleeping over. I mean... Noah only lived about five minutes away. It wouldn't be wierd if she walked there, right? Niv wouldn't really notice anyways. And you know, conventially the lake was in the same way as Noah's house. She started towards that way, and then just right past Noah's house. Right before she had to turn to the street, she stared at his house. He wasn't home.
She lowered her head, and continued to the lake. Finally she made it. She walked to the back of the paths, sitting down at one of the benches. Everything lately had been pretty messed up. Noah didn't seem to care at all, what she did. And Niv was too busy to see anything. She was alone, and not just in one sense. But she felt lonely, more than anything. Sometimes... she just felt like no one could ever handle her at all.
