Post by nivek alestaire diesira on Mar 28, 2012 20:36:56 GMT -5
I'M THINKING MAYBE
I can't have relationships
Cause lately, they're not making any sense
Nivek's life had been complete and utter shit the last few days. His sister had announced she was staying with Noah for a week, giving him no one to care for. Adele seemed to be getting irritated by his incessant need to cuddle and be around her. Plus she had been baby sitting. He'd spent a night getting shitfaced with a random guy and apparently cuddled with him the whole night. He had been partially responsible for a girl attempting to kill herself. He'd lost his best friend to jealousy and anger when the asshole told him he was dating a chick. This coming after Enver had told him the only reason he wouldn't be with Nivek was because he didn't do commitment. He'd been really sick going through withdrawls from using coke one time since shortly before graduation. He'd become a bully and someone he truly hated. Ontop of all of that a girl he'd been friends with in high school was now living in Lipton and people were acting like he was horrible for wanting to be friends with her because she was rude.
When the Enver thing happened...well, that was the last straw for Nivek. He had had enough of feeling emotions and needed to just get rid of them. His whole life was out of control now and he didn't want to deal. He just couldn't handle one more book piled on him. He had messaged Princess in the chat to ask her if she still sold drugs, determined to find something that would make him not able to feel. He kept repeating to himself over and over that it would be one time, just tonight so he could get his mind cleared. He needed to go looking for a bigger house because there was a baby on the way courtesy of his pregnant fourteen year old sister. He had to make some decisions about what to do with Arwen when he had to go on tour in six months and-- he forced himself to stop dwelling on it. The more he thought about it the more he would just throw himself into a panic attack.
Nivek decided that he'd dress just like he did in high school to go visit Princess. Perhaps she'd get a kick out of it. After slipping on a pair of black skinnies he dug through the bottom of his closet and found the Burzum shirt he wore in high school. After he changed into it he looked around his room until he found a pair of black skate shoes, a black hoodie, and black, fingerless gloves. He applied some heavy, red makeup around his eyes and stuck in a pair of contacts, sliding his glasses into his pocket. After putting in silver snakebites (thankfully his piercings hadn't grown over) he looked nearly identical to how he did in high school other than half his head being shaved.
It took him nearly fourty-five minutes to locate the road where Princess lived. Though once he found the road, the house was easy to spot. At least eight cars were out in the yard and loud noise spilled from the lit doorway. Panic seized Nivek's chest. He was under the impression she'd cleared everyone else out. Of course, she didn't know about his anxiety. They hadn't spoken since high school and the drugs kept his anxiety under control. He popped three blue Xanax bars into his mouth and swallowed it, waiting a good five minutes for them to to kick in. After they kicked in he felt less anxious and managed to get into the house. As he walked in he spotted Princess almost immediately. Like a child to it's parent he rushed over and clung to her side, wrapping his arms around her waist and grinning at her.
"Princess! I told you I'd come! God I missed you." He said in a soft, happy tone before he nuzzled his face into her ribs.
AND BABY YOU'RE
the one thing on my mind
but that can change any time
the one thing on my mind
but that can change any time
WORDS; lots!
TAGGED; Princess/Tabby
NOTES; None!
OUTFIT; Here!
LYRICS; Double Vision - 3Oh!3
TEMPLATE BY;Me/Ren
TAGGED; Princess/Tabby
NOTES; None!
OUTFIT; Here!
LYRICS; Double Vision - 3Oh!3
TEMPLATE BY;Me/Ren